to fly.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

it's pouring outside.
and i'm happy.

anyway. thanks fer reading. nights!

12:51:00 AM let 'em go.

Monday, June 25, 2007

FUCK.

12:52:00 AM let 'em go.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

JOEL. again, it's not you tat i'm referring to. hahas.
definitely nt e usual peeps who tagged.

just some random person.
which is quite insignificant.
i was just ranting. =]

1:22:00 AM let 'em go.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

what luck.

tell me u're not a bastard, asshole.

totally had nothing to do with u, and someone just had to bug in.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU.

2:07:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, June 22, 2007

i'll have to do some brain fart soon cause there's this quite not completed proposal on hand.

and i have this strongg feeling for a cup of pipin' hot coffee.
(mocha please)

it's quite psychological.
cause i always felt that i need some coffee before i could do anything of this sort,
writing proposals
memorizing texts
exams
doing tests
exams
proposals
projects
tests
proposals
memorizing
brain.
texts

SIGH. i'm still short of a theme name. boohoo!

and i'm still not getting any mocha,
probably i'll send my trusty-old-man-servant-jonathan-the-great to get me some.
but he's soon becoming a part of the couch downstairs,
so mayb i'll just let him be.
and i'll just die without coffee.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

all of the above is CRAP.

5:13:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

i seem to be losin' it these days.
and it all started from the inability to articulate my thoughts properly.
It somehow feels like the mind and body reacts differently, just doesn't seems to be in sync anymore.

And.
Chatting on MSN seems to be like a chore these days.
Taking that I'm either always leaving out some conjunctions, verbs or vowels.
And everything seems to be taking along the line of mis-interpretations.

Memory seems to fall out of short too.
And i've been misplacing items far too frequently for the past few days.
Now, it's the phone.
And my crankiness seems to hitting some high notes today.

I need a good-luck charm.
or Remembrall (Do u spell it this way?)
or Anti-Karmas-Device.

love,
sam.

1:58:00 AM let 'em go.

Monday, June 18, 2007

saturday.

i had many visitors.
boys. and girls.

had loads of games.
and food(for us - the girls) whereas guys seems to b starving since they came.

mahjong. black magic. the tuki-tuki? game? how many meh mehs jumped over the fence? HAHAHHAAS.

and i changed nern's msn nick. into smth mean.
and i thought he knew.
but he didn't.
and he sent me an angry SMS sometime yesterday I think.

Sorry nernpok, =(

and happy birthday to mong again. (belated)

and joel, i'm so sorry tat i missed ur birthday too!
Happy Belated Birthday!

i'll blog again. with pictures.
when i'm home. AND also provided that I'm able to relocate my k800i.

ciao.

8:29:00 PM let 'em go.

Monday, June 11, 2007

i ~~love~~ this alley. NOT.

oh. just some quick update bout today while waiting fer dad to pick me up now.
It was some adventurous day.
i was brought to some weird place and back.

but luckily I didn't miss my couz graduation day.
BOY AM I PROUD OF HIM.

GOLD MEDALIST
he got 30 distinctions. HOLY!
love him till bits. and i'm reminising on those mahjong days.

then the day was wrapped up with the short proj discussion with some lecturers.
And i'll be back in this same old place tmr.

I'm really having a holiday break.

oh he called! ciao!

5:57:00 PM let 'em go.

i'm so close to getting MCOM's EXAM PAPER. DAMNIT.

I ALMOST ~~HAD~~ TAT BIG FUGLY YELLOW ENVELOPE.

5:55:00 PM let 'em go.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

YEAH. it's GOING TO RAIN!

5:29:00 PM let 'em go.

an accidental shot.
i tried to do "replicate" more of the first shot.
but nothing beats natural.

i love walking home alone at such times.
with that sunset in sight & warmth which no one could resist to embrace upon.

Then i'll press hold on the mp3.
plucking out those earpieces.
listening to that silence as i walk home,
almost felt that it's speaking to me.

p.s. this is not an emo post. BUEAHS.

i might cut my hair.
but.

p.s.s the thought of this person who reads my blog made me mad. and fcuk it sucks.

4:29:00 PM let 'em go.

Mum: "Every week, you'll definitely have to dedicate a day just for you sleep more than 16 hours right. payback is it?"

I broke my latest record, i slept for 18hrs. (straight)

Mum: "You dont even have to pee?"

apparently, I think i'm simply knocked-out during those sleeping hours.

After my waking hours, the first and only thing I did was to stuff myself with more food. And i can't really stop even until now. Had been munching on stuff almost every other minute.

holy.

4:01:00 PM let 'em go.

Friday, June 08, 2007

i saw her today.
and i felt sad seeing her back in this way.

12:59:00 AM let 'em go.

Saturday, June 02, 2007

it was a poorly taken shot. so i decided on black&white. i'm quite sick of adjusting contrasts nowadays.

i think i need some of this for awhile.

then i'll sleep.

speaking of sleep, there's some clarification that i had to do.

Firstly,

if you call me. and i didn't pick up, there's only a few possibilities.

1) I'm asleep

2) I'm napping

3) I'm hibernating

4) I'm still sleeping

alright?

11:32:00 AM let 'em go.

i woke up early this morning.
for you tiaos and butterflies.

but. dad's office is kinda "flooded" this morning.

my study plan last night was scrwed thanks to grandma.
she switched off the power plugs when my laptop's still running.
And i'm like, LITERALLY turned off.

and this morning. the flood.
and now i'm blogging my dreadful ~~day~~ morning.
OH. and.
my contact lenses hurt.
this is just the 2nd day of the month that i'm wearing it. DAMNIT.
i bet it's the useless lens solution.

i gave up working weekends for the PC show.
couldn've easily earned 500 bucks for two days. >.< BAHS.
the thought of it kills me already.

oh well. back to studying.
ciao.

11:04:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, June 01, 2007

it somehow depicts what i'm feeling literally:

"Can anybody out there feel me, cause I can't seem to feel myself"

ohman.totallylovingjustin.betterthan******.

1:17:00 AM let 'em go.