to fly.

Friday, March 30, 2007

I did my enrolment yesterday, with much nervousness, but all is well now.

I couldn't put the recent events in chronological order, and I'm still bad with dates and all.

Anyway, we were talking and he said,

"I think I should get you a dog so you could start running with it
everyday"

my heart skipped a beat and I just went,

really? REALLY? REALLY????

nahs. =(

so much from a good friend, lols.

2:38:00 PM let 'em go.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Today seems GRIM.
And i have no idea what IS to take tmr.

Tomorrow doesn't sound any better.
wooha.
oh yes.
this is perfect!

11:53:00 AM let 'em go.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

i like my beans very well, thank you.

9:23:00 PM let 'em go.

i wanted to blog bout' something.
but the abrupt call made me lose my train of thoughts.

Dad: Where are you
Me: At Home
Dad: Um. (meaning, goodbye in human terms)
*followed by the sound of his car's horn*

Me*looked over my shoulder*out the balcony*Sammie's like never wrong identifying that*

Heard mum's footsteps up the stairs, and she came up to me with a packet of muah chee.
Then Dad came into the room and finished my muah chee.

P.S: isn't it funny that he calls me with the intention of picking me up somewhere, but when he's at home and not on the way home? BAHS. nvm. hahas

8:24:00 PM let 'em go.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Today's a HAPPY day!

Dad's really the antidote of my emo-ness.
I've been feeling rather down.
99% of the time trying to clear my severe nose-block, trying lots of wasabi last night with ah kee. doesn't really work though.

But I insisted on breakfast this morning!
I LOVE breakfast alright! =]
Despite that I only sat down for 5 minutes coz i'm pretty late for work already.
It's still something which I really want to do since the last exam.
Life was hectic due to attachment, weekends are all burnt off for work.
Been months since I last went "grocery shopping" with him.
it's really ironic how much I whine about the weight of our shopping basket, but now i'm missing it.
Seriously,
people only learn to cherish things only after losing them.
But, good for me,
i've not yet lost it.
It's just temp. not-in-order.

hahas. i'm not making much sense am i?

ALRIGHT! back to work!
i'd officially used up 10 min typing this post.
but i'm still nowhere near to 6pm, till then!

9:48:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, March 23, 2007

kittens are so adorable!!

couldn't get a decent shot though. =(

these pictures are dated a week back actually.

and that is when i got the potent flu!!@! lols.

usual tagline "i'm getting fat after this meal, but who cares!"

i still have a couple more to upload. but depends on my mood, and time, and erm. yea u get what i mean. =]

10:51:00 PM let 'em go.

you know,
i couldn't recall what's my class number.
it's TB23 or TB25?

oh goodness.
damnit. i have no idea.
i need ah kee during such moments, to remind me that i'm in xxx class.
i really owe her alot. like alot. hahas.
so girl, don't feel bad towards the recent spate of events alright.

probably it's because i have too much time on hand, and i'm going to report back to work tomorrow. that's y i'm blogging like excessively these few days.
Sleeping ~~has~~ had always been a priority for me.
And aw, it rained today. i feel so much better already.

i'm gonna post up a few pictures later. switching between two laptops is troublesome, especially when one doesn't have photoshop or fireworks to work on at all.

later!

9:58:00 PM let 'em go.

uploaded a few more songs.
so there's 5 now!

To: Ms Mysterious
i'll put up the song list soon.
or u want to get it straight from me?
u can email me or smth, den i'll add u on msn.
jy_beryl@hotmail.com

4:29:00 PM let 'em go.

i think,
afternoons are my vulnerable times.

AHS. i don't know. bahs.
how's the new songs loading?
is it still lagging?
mine doesn't have any problems, so yea, just asking for some feedback yea. =]

3:07:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

uploaded new songs.
there's 3 to go along.

7:55:00 PM let 'em go.

it was something that touched me today.
Even though how mean the words are lined, but really, i'm still grateful for everything.

I told them about tuesday, and how sickening the other bitch was to me.
It was the last walk that I could only give.

It seems that whenever I speak of the it, it would initate the button that reads - tears.

I was fighting it back, and I did.

But being up and alone in the bus back home,

accompanied with the old n' faithful mp3,

sentimental songs does put myself back to the same old spot once again.

It seems that even not speaking of which, i'm still back to the point where I started.

It was so naturally that every now and then I always seem to recall the scene of the blazing fire, where ashes flew so high that I felt that it's gonna touch the sky. And her wails of sorrow. Unknowingly, I felt the familiar swell up my throat.

The next morning I was running a high fever,

there I sat for an whole hour before the nurse shouted out my name.

I had been pondering over why must they always bring me back here and not elsewhere.

Only till the moment when I knocked on his door, I saw the big signage which read, "Dr. Quek xx Xx"

UHUH. i get it already.

7:06:00 PM let 'em go.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

First comes the rainclouds passing by
dropping raindrops in my eye
Then came the sunshine up so high
Now a rainbow in the sky
for dearest, sokebao.

9:33:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

i posted my entry.
clicked "view in a new window"
oh man.

i really like jack johnson.

5:43:00 PM let 'em go.

i felt i could write a book of satire.
being sick makes me feel so nasty to everyone.
I whine I complain. and I whine again.

stay clear for now.
i think i'll bite. SIGH

5:33:00 PM let 'em go.

Friday, March 16, 2007

tomorrow's my off-day.
and i'm gonna catch a movie, play some mahjong, eat some donuts and yea.

till then! =]

12:59:00 AM let 'em go.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

(cropped out redundant parts which gave the place away. guess ppl. hahas. )

Thought of the day:

" Tell me if you like waking up thinking that it is tuesday or thursday and then realising that it's sunday. "

12:52:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

i slept with a stomach full of unrest last night.
and it sucks waking up early morning.

the anxiety that made me felt as if it could shorten my lifespan for at least a decade.
but it's actually the first time that i felt happy after receiving my results.
damnit.
I PASS DAMN IEF. hahas.
i don't really bother how much ADs or Bs or whatever i got. just, IEF!!!@#!$@#%3

I did improve, by that tiny lil margin.
but oh well. at least i improved.
ABIT.
what's with me harping on that abit. nevermind. lols

oh yeah. the tagboard is finally up! tag ppl tag!
i'm still happy because of sunday. and i'm still happy. =]

11:44:00 AM let 'em go.

Monday, March 12, 2007

i hate it when this happens.

i typed a whole lot of stuff and of all times, the laptop screwed up.

damnit.

anyway. gotta summarize everything then.

been suffering from fatigue since sunday.
sales have been good.

and i guess it's coffee that perked me up, thanks benji!

literally dropped dead the moment i reached home,

i didn't even bother taking out my contact lenses.

Dad woke me up at 8 this morning, insisted that i have to take it out.

Took a whole lot of effort to drag myself upstairs.

Anyway.

woke up at 8, ate breakfast, slept at 9.

Woke up at 1, ate lunch, slept till 3.

Talked on the phone till 4, ate french fries and muffins till 5.

Slept at 5 to eight. Had dinner, slept back again. and here I am blogging.

(bahs. i might as well hibernate.)

gonna pop back to my cosy bed after posting up some pictures.

good night ppl!

ciaos.

was bored at work so i helped out my colleague with some decorations for the classrooms.

level 5. (this is not e office yet. turn right please.)

bad shot though, left hand was holding a cup of coffee and bag. standing on high heels that sucks big time.

four more weeks and i'm FREE !

11:51:00 PM let 'em go.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

correction to previous post:

it's not called Ted.

he's Slumber.

Anyway.

Despite what EVERYONE claims that TPY has LOTS of things to eat.

it's still inevitable that we have to go through the everyday frustration and brain-blasting event, and the ULTIMATE million dollar question of - "what you want to eat today?"

oh boy.

come to think abt it, it's just the SECOND week of attachment and i have exactly five more weeks before it ends.

Oh, on top of that, I've endless weeks to count for in the near future too.

And this stirred up my "rather short-lived motivation" to learn driving. oh drop it. i think i'll start taking theory only after poly.

oh wells.

to end the day with a happier note,
meet the new ambassador from Nestle. (nahs. just guessing. coz I saw Dad brought this back from the meeting the other day.)

what's with me and stuff toys these days. sheesh.

11:19:00 PM let 'em go.

i just felt sorry for myself.

urghs. damnit. i'll drop the work issues.

anyway.

at least i've got company.

meet ted.

looks like he's missing an eye.

he's just so cuddly!

the trainers left this poor lil' bear right in front of my desk with their lesson trays,

and only after a week that i've found out its existence. How sad.

I'll take pictures of "tiptop" tmr. weets!

12:28:00 AM let 'em go.

Saturday, March 03, 2007

hahhas.
ken hirai's "i wanna be a popstar" mtv cheered me up like some cheery. (no link, oh bahs. nvm)

but it didn't really work in the LR.

wtf-amitalking.

1:59:00 AM let 'em go.

my heart sank.
and i'm blabbering nonsense these days.

1:45:00 AM let 'em go.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!!!!

IT'S TOMORROW!!

11:17:00 PM let 'em go.

after 3 long months of waiting, I've finally got the laptop which i' SUPPOSED TO GET 2 months before. HP isn't that efficient as I thought they were.
Even on the delivery date itself was delayed, i think i got the laptop at 2230hours, monday. supposed to be at 6pm? And only until today I managed to start charging the battery and here I am blogging on my new laptop! WHEE! oh. it's still black. but it's not solid and no design like the previous one. I'll post up a picture tmr. =]

Hm. It's a happy day today. coz i got my new laptop here in front of me, and my new phone charging too! WOOHOO !

zhen shi "xin" de yi tian!

11:01:00 PM let 'em go.