to fly.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

huikee is too bored that she's editing her grammer for her latest post.
check it out!
www.qiz-.blogspot.com

oh. hold on, coz she just told me that she's not done yet.

lalalas!

2:49:00 PM let 'em go.

i'm in photography class now, and i'm freaking bored!!

2:31:00 PM let 'em go.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

"...and we all know that those who're afraid of losing, lose."

1:50:00 AM let 'em go.

Monday, January 22, 2007

correction: for the previous post, i meant, secondary school students*.

Some bad friday i had, how shud i put it, 'bad' seems like to be an overly positive statement to describe how I felt then.
Not going to expect much from tmr anyway, there's no more Adrian Er for marketing, and it'll be the consultation for the proj.
THEN, it'll be seeing Sue Tan at 11.

how much i hate school these days.

but thinking that it might be one of the last few weeks to be seeing everyone, and OH! meeting my lovely bus boy(hahas, so self-proclaimed can!)
kinda motivates me to go to school again.

things seems to be pretty happening among us girls since the term started, karma karma and more karma. some pi li pa li, some piao, some eye-brow, some cleavage-enhancer(if only u ~~guys~~girls get what i mean)

anyway, i haven't been sleeping properly these days.
I'm tired.

1:51:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, January 19, 2007

i'm sitting here at underpass.
everyother minute i could see some secondary school passing by.
And at some distance away, the Atrium. SCREAMS could be heard.
coz of Taufik.

kinda unfair thinking back on the days when I came for Open house.
There werent' any "superstars" or whatsoever. Kinda boring in fact.

OH WELL.

EC still undone. sians.

4:18:00 PM let 'em go.

Monday, January 15, 2007

a friend reminded me of those horrid days when i'm down with gastric flu.
for a moment, i thought i had it again.
but it's just the ~~common flu~~ fever.

the head feels so heavy now that I wish i could just fall back and drift into the depths of lalaland.

12:27:00 AM let 'em go.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

i am absolutely WILLING and ~~able~~ to buy k800i.
sigh, why didn't i get it on christmas.

gotta wait till i leave for shanghai, seriously, i'm so upset with myself.
mayb i'll get daddy to DHL over to shanghai for me.
sigh. maybe huh. MAYBE.
i have so many maybe-s in my life that i've lost count of how many Maybe-s i've mentioned.

anyway,
i'm really pleased w. the new mp3host.
no lag, prompt. GOOD. hahhas.
gonna upload more songs , well. hafta wait till late nx week. gotta clear lots of projs and assignments first.

hm.
was thinking back of those days when Backstreet Boys was cool,
when center-parting hair was the trend/norm,
when girls just gotta have those "feel-ers".
Boy.
hahhas.

i met my primary schoolmate while I was shopping @ town yesterday.
love that feeling. it's like finding back something long-lost. shit. what's her name again?
damnit. Oops. hahahs.

Expecting monday, coz it's gonna b more shopping and chilling with the girls.
i promise pictures yea. =]

Spent the night over @ jojo's place, cheryl came over too.
i shall nt blog bout this, coz it's btwn us. hahas.

3:37:00 PM let 'em go.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

decided to abandon the old player.
MFF seems to serve me better.
better quality.
WHOLE song in fact.

uploaded several songs, running on shuffle.
bahs. decided to stop @ the fifth song.
will update soon

oh well.
i'm gonna have more hiccups. (soon)

i'm nt really making much sense aint i?
ok. till lata. ciaos!

3:16:00 AM let 'em go.

Monday, January 08, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH KEE!!!!! =]

12:00:00 AM let 'em go.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

i've just realised that i always have weird timings to blog. Not that it's 11.32pm
At times like when I'm struggling to finish reports, or i've gone dry of ideas and sentences to construct. I'll blog.

It's just another way of slacking, instead of sleeping and never get up after so much snoozes fr the alarm.

I've cleared IEF project.
Now i'm left with OM.
which has to be submitted by tmr.

I have no idea what i'm doing actually for Qn1.
Just pretty unsure, coz i haven been following this module at all, well. since this sem started.

anyway, i'm sick of discussing bout sch.

Met up with Benji the other night.
it wasn't movies or coffee,
just due to pure laziness to travel to town,
we were back to good old' sushi tei @ gardens.

It wasn't as crowded as we expected.
we started filling our hungry souls with sushi n more sushi.
tried the green peas thing, DAMN FUN to eat, though rather disgusting at times.
Guess all my stupidity and craziness got unleashed at those moments.
well. it's nice meeting up with old friends.
=]

9 weeks into army. bahs. gonna miss u man! (wonder u still read my blog, HEY, u created it for me rmbr? four years ago. UHUH.)

okie. back to OM. ciaos.

11:31:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

2007 didn't had a great kickstart, for me.
it's the second day of the year,
and yet i'm still suffering from the MOTHER of all menstrual cramps.

I was quite relieved that it came AFTER i came back from kimmy's place.

Well.
I thought today would go better, but it wasn't.

I went out for awhile, just to eat.
I thought getting more fresh air, sunshine would be better off for me.
But everything felt worse after the first cup of coffee,
suffered serious palpitations, each step i took seemed like i'm some drunkard walking ard.
I kept my eyes shut while i'm in the car, as if i could sleep forever then.
No idea why this is happening.
But, whatever I'm seeing seems to be rather, distorted and out of proportion.
Maybe i shud just classify this as, dizziness.

I was already pissed over the physical self.
And it got worse after I tried doing IEF.
I wonder why i could type endlessly here in this tiny box, but nothing on the IEF report.

It's just like taking three steps forward, back tracking four steps back.
For every paragraph I typed, I backspaced half the paragraph again.
Trying to rephrase it in another way.
I know what I want. Probably i'm just being a perfectionist. OH wth.

I'm someone who fuss over everything during the "Days of the month"
But i kept unusually quiet today.
I didn't had the energy, to fuss, to whine, to complain, to talk, to smile, to laugh.

I hate the feeling when I get while thinking the plight that i'm in.
I hate the feeling when i get upset over something, and that swelling feeling i get at the back of my throat.

JUST.
well.

sitting here typing this entry,
how i wish time would stop.

oh. how i wish i had me to help me.

4:20:00 PM let 'em go.