to fly.

Monday, March 20, 2006

three more hours before i leave the house.
i'm currently "nestling" in this dark corner of my brother's room. My butt just wouldn't buldge!

And you know what, i really felt like taking a photo of how the state of my room is now.
It's seems like my room had just been robbed or something.
Drawers half opened, the stuff which are placed so randomly on the floor made it seems like I don't even have any walking space left.

That explains why i'm in my brother's room. bahhhhhs. no freedom, no lights on, my EYES!!!!
Spent like almost 10 minutes to search for my cordless phone earlier, damnit. lols

I've yet started packing , yes, three more hours. I CAN MAKE IT, I WILL I CAN AND I MUST.

12:30:00 AM let 'em go.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

16 hours more before take off.

3:25:00 PM let 'em go.

i have so many things that i want to do.

First on my list,

to visit kimmy's house and witness PUPPY POWAR!!!
to pack my stuff
to do up a checklist for all my stuff
to buy what i will need ( i sort of figured out quite a few already )
to bid goodbyes to all.
to meet up with some peeps
to say sorry to someone whom i've "pang seh" while walking out of the exhibition hall to get stuff at unloading bay
to upload Jack Johnson's songs in the psp, no music = more vomit on the rocky bus ride
to screw brothers. KIDDING. hahhas! gotcha. omg, i'm so self-entertaining. To give a very stern warning to brothers, take care of my black, fugly and no design laptop.
WAH! OMG. ALOT!

I AINT thinking straight. so lost.

Lets do a countdown, in 28 more hours, i'm off to the airport.

1:01:00 AM let 'em go.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

i'm gonna die of the common flu and sore throat now.

i need to get well before the trip.
i want.
i will.
i must.

9:33:00 AM let 'em go.

go figure rugby boy~
(all puffed up using pillows and starring palepinks(the pig) as the "rugby")
we have a future champ. you go ~~girl~~boy !

12:09:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, March 17, 2006

though despair reigns,
everyone with their heads low,
but somehow, today, i see hope.

the journey back from the exhibition hall, the conversation that we shared, that simple sentence that you told me, touched my heart.
Being as someone who wasn't much involved in the whole situation, but I've seen, heard, sensed the difficulties, obstacles, joy, despair that they experienced through the past years.

The mere sentence that you said, along those words that you spoke, i sensed the gratitude you had towards this old friend, whom you once rendered help to, now offering back an helping hand.

However, it's saddening that how the "demons" never seem to understand such business ethics, probably due to the badly written common textbooks which all of them studied upon.
They are so successful today, it's all credited to the outrageous tactics and acts. Everyone walks with their nose up high, but remember, one day, you will fall, and you fall hard.
Remember this, and hold this dear to your heart, even if someone might be unfair to you, it doesn't mean that you have to be mean to someone else. Don't start this vicious cycle again, or it will just be another opened Pandora's box.

no one is born with a "bad" heart.
it's just the environment that causes us to all change.
I remember someone who told me this, we all change, it's just whether it's for the better or worse.
You are the one who decides who you want to be.

i digress.

12:08:00 AM let 'em go.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

i feel so sick.

damn weather.

1:09:00 PM let 'em go.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Rules:1.Bold the following words that are true about you,
2.GREEN! the things you wish were true,
3.add one thing true about you,

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lens.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.(it's heaven on earth!)
I've been in a threesome.
I've been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast/unclear (sometimes, when i'm excited/upset/etc)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have alot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (Josh harnnet please!)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move a friend's significant past or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment!(Thank you Jialing)
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone i've ever met.
I love my job. (sometimes)
I am comfortable with who i am now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I can work on a car (provided i have a good driver)
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge. (and not die that is)
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at MacDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. (KICKS ASS, seriously, best thirst quencher)
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the wrong people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers more than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongues in waves, much like a snakes slithers.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal i've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (sometimes)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. (LOTS in fact)
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I have riden an elephant.
I love chocolates and crowns!
I go to school NOT for the sake of lessons.
I can't ride a bicycle.
I have/have tried to cut myself.
I think i'm the only person crazy enough to do this at 6 in the morning without any sleep for the night.
I feel crazy.
I love tomatoes!!
I like peanut butter on bananas.
Been told "you're on fire!".
I'm a netballer.
I believe in Serendipity.
I'm hoping he'll save the last dance for me.
I'm an oxymoron.

7:26:00 PM let 'em go.

happiness sure do multiplies.
I'm happy for edna. =]
and she sounds so happy on the phone earlier, hahas.

i'm in the office now, computing some figures etc.
It's really irritating sometimes, i can't really find the exact invoice that I want.
And there goes the merry-go-round search.

I'm flying off on Monday morning, 7am. So i have to be in the airport at around say, 4.30am?
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSS

early early earllyyy!!
I doubt i'll sleep the night before though.
I have this strong premonition that I'll oversleep.

7:13:00 PM let 'em go.

1:35:00 AM let 'em go.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

I slept at four am the previous night, thinking that I would wake up at around 11am the next morning. But the call I received seemed to have disrupted the whole "schedule" I had in mind for a monday.

Dad demanded, yes, Demanded, me to go down to some place to stand in as a promoter.
Out of nowhere, it's some sub-urban mall called Thomson Plaza.
Seriously, i have NO idea how our products gonna sell in that punny human crowd there. I dragged my two brothers down for the job, someone picked us up from home and there we go.

As what I expected, i wasn't very willing to do what I'm asked to, promote.
I don't think I even have a crowd to start with.
Well, when you're bored, something that most people would prefer (the next best alternative) would be - to eat.
Ben got BK, Jon got KFC.
Me? I couldn't make up my mind though, all along i was craving for subway. No subway, so i'll just, do a random pick. KFC shall be.

Went to the counter - "Can I have a shrooms meal please?"
I paid for my meal, and just seconds after handing the money to the cashier, I heard a loud thud from behind. It resembles the sound of a bowling ball being dropped purposedly from a certain height. Turned around and the sight that I saw made me gapped, i just went, "oh my god...!"

Apparently an employee of KFC, in her late sixties, slipped and fell head backwards.
I rushed next to her immediately, wanted to help her up but I was worried that I might aggrevate her condition. You have no idea how fast my heart was beating back then!!
Her colleagues came, took her back into the room for some quality rest.

deja vu. I seemed to have always picture this scene, whenever I come across any puddle of water on the floor or any "wet floor" signs in those shopping centres, the same thought of someone slipping hits straight into my mind - first thing. I wonder if anyone of you out there have such "premonitions"
Maybe i'm just weird. bahhs.
She will be fine, she will be.
I would never want anyone dear to exprience this, please take care ok!

The evening was well spent with close ones - jojo, cheryl and siqi.
We shall meet after I'm back from cambodia!!! SHARE my stories with everyone muahhahas.
Decided to have dinner at jojo's place, I had two bowls of porridge! yumyum! lols.
The journey to her place was hilarious, events after events, I think passer-bys would think we're insane or something, but it's ok, we get that ALL the time. =] =] =] muacks. I love jojo!!
The slightest thing would set us laughing for at least a minute.
Everything seems to be funny!

Six more days, I'll be in Cambodia - with the kids , scrubbing rooftops? um.. no idea yet. I hope I could do something more than constructive. I won't be in Singapore from 20th - 30th March. I'll miss my blog, when I return, it'll be my blog's 2-year-old birthday!!! Time flies huh.

12:48:00 AM let 'em go.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

i don't know why, the previous entry bout the misadventures of the kaya bun still made me laugh like how the first time i took the photos.

okay. i strongly feel that i'm really weird these days, laughing at myself for no apparent reason, i scream like no other people's business every now and then, i'm still at war with brothers, um...

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

i'll post smth else later. i'm hungry.

2:20:00 PM let 'em go.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

THE MISADVENTURES OF THE KAYA BUN
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One day,

the glutton of QUEKYland stole a kaya bun from the kind soul named Sammie.

And he was caught holding Sammie's KAYA BUN!

RED-HANDED!

View 1:

Lets take a nearer look ....

woah.. look at the already very bloated TUMMY! Glutton still wants KAYA BUN!

View 3: Rear FRONT

See the little mouth mark at the top of the bun? SAMMIE MADE THAT! HE STOLE IT!

aww. but end of the day, sammie forgives glutton, for he is a glutton. =]

7:47:00 PM let 'em go.

Friday, March 10, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDNA~~~

hahas.. she's a really nice friend to have =]
without fail, after microecons tutorial, we'll both yearn for FOOD!
hmm, she's always hungry in fact.

hees. see u soon girl~!

2:58:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

been five days since i last slept at my own bed, i'm officially ~~staying~~camping at my couz place until my room "worked" out. (things are just complicated currently)

Earlier this morning, was at the office as usual.
helped out here and there, at least I made myself useful then.

The bull aka purple dino head of the company instructed my cousin and I <2> supposed to deliver 50 cartons of goods to CHIJ St. Nic @ AMK ave3.
how interesting aint it.
Daughters of Queks are as good as Sons alright.
we managed to unload the goods and down the steepppp slopes, to the canteen. The uncle tending the shop said this when he first saw us, "First time see girls delivering goods huh"
Both of us went.. ooohhokayyyYESSS

Meanwhile, I was unloading the stuff off the damn trolley, then the ah bang said this to me,
"Can't bear to see girls do these kind of job, let me do it"
Should I laugh at the comment, cry at the stereotyping, or swing in full rage at him, or what. lols. no idea.

Obviously having exhausted so much energy, it would be wise to replace what energy that we had lost yea? Had our lunch at St Nics canteen though, had such a goooood bargain.
The auntie went like, "You like vegetables? FOC for you okay?"
I think i only ordered 2 dishes, then she gave me 2 too. So 2 + 2 = 4
i can't even see my rice okay. I HAVE TO DIG all the WAY DOWN to get it!!
I think the amount of rice = amount of ingredients

We got free ice milo from the ah bang also.
This trip sure do made me miss secondary school food lots =] mayflower campus 2. *drools*

10:45:00 PM let 'em go.

downloading grey's anatomy. season 1 & 2. BAHHS. long wait. --___--'''

12:50:00 PM let 'em go.

hmm.......

saw this on the table last night..
oh man. why i have so many funny "masala" flavour of kitkats. =_=

lemon cheesecake sounds a lil weird on kitkats though.
The smell wasn't that appealing at first, but the first bite made me fell in love with it.
What's more saddening than knowing that there's only ONE little packet of kitkat when you found something so 'yummylicious'.

12:26:00 PM let 'em go.

random shot, outside the gate. spot the moon. =]

such ancient lamp posts. but it's so my place. muahahas. =]

bought the big cup for Dad, pearly white, big, tall and nice. wheeeeee

1:46:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Tuesday ->

Time: 7.30am.
Venue: Downtown East Blk H1804

I'll upload the chalet photos another day ya.
I had to leave earlier on tuesday, couz came to fetch me then i'll be doing "sai gang" with them.
If i didn't had such shitty job to do, i would be up at like 10am, checking out with the grp of peeps at 11am. Everyone was sound asleep when i woke up, seeing all of them in their lala-lands, din bear to leave at that moment. sigh, really enjoyed myself during the chalet. I'll have post up all the pictures another day . =]

Then, hopped into couz's car then the shitty job starts.
Had to go around all 7elevens in Singapore to do some stock check. HAIS.

Went around lots of places...
My cousin decided to get the some cds, was just making a left turn to pay at the counter,

we saw this fat cat lying on its back with four hind legs up in the air. bahhhs.

i decided to take a closer look.

aww.... kinda cute huh. reminds me of joel's cat.

--

before i went for the chalet, i bought THIS!

muahhahahhas. Jack Johnson. mauhahahhahas!!

6:59:00 PM let 'em go.

Monday, March 06, 2006

at downtown east chalet now.
Sunday - Tues.
I'll update more yeas!

ciaos.

3:16:00 PM let 'em go.

Friday, March 03, 2006

yes. i survived once again.

I almost ~~died~~ breakdown while doing the bstats paper.
Seriously, I just wanted to throw off the bloody pen that I was holding back then, walk out of the exam hall once and for all, where freedom awaits, it was just no less than 20 steps to the door. But, on second thought, results, grades and studies slapped me back into the plastic reality.

Pulled through the whole process, and i'm glad it's all OVER now.
But the aftermath wasn't as good as expected, i didn't really have that, "OMG I'M FREE" feeling, it was more of, ohshitwhatthehell.

What done is done, but upon realising the mistakes that i've made could literally push me off the edge. The whole wrong analysis of the question, meaning 12 marks GONE just like that. like that. LIKE that. LIKE THAT. Then, here and there, WRONG WRONG WRONG.

omg, typing all these made my heart sunk deeper.
(I'm sorry if anyone who had bstats paper read this entry, kinda spoiled the holiday mood =( )

This is Day 2 of the 7-weeks worth of holidays.
Yes, i have much plans, cambodia trip, and more catching up with everyone.
Sometimes, i really wanted to be with someone, but the body just won't bludge.

I hate myself for that. everytime it happens, i seem to be letting down so many people around me.

oh shucks, so unexpected, i thought the first post after exams would be super high and filled with joy, revitalised with happiness and strength. bahhhhhhhhs. oh well.

8:03:00 PM let 'em go.