to fly.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

had a haircut.

i prefer e previous length

somehow.

lol.

Longer hair please!

1:10:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, December 30, 2005

i am going to CAMBODIA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah. 20-30th of March.

can't wait!

wHEEeeEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

12:49:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

was bored.

took a picture .

classic shot.

and btw. i find that the blurness made me seem like i have three nostrils. WTH.

nvm.

i love dad. hear me moo. lalalas.

LAST PERSON WHO...

slept in your bed: the 14 people on christmas eve/day.

Made you cry: hm, yes i guess it's a HIM! -_-

You shared a drink with: joanna

You went to the movies with: Rui, kx and daryl

You went to the mall with: Jojo

Yelled at you: Mum

Sent you an e-mail: Jojo's hokkien christmas e-card

You kissed: My brother next door.

HAVE YOU EVER...

Said "I love you" and meant it?: Uhuh. yes.

Been to New York?: no

Been to Florida?: yes

California?: yes

Hawaii?: no

Mexico?: no.

China?: no.

Canada?: no

Danced naked?: no

Wish you were the opposite sex?: HAHHAS. YES!

Had an imaginary friend?: no. i had imaginary FRIENDS.

Red or blue?: Red of course

Spring or fall?: Spring

Last noise you heard?: the bell ringing from the ice cream man

Things you like in a guy?: sincerity, humour, knowledge(general sense, not sch grades)

Do you have a crush on someone?: Not at the moment.

What book are you reading now?: "What makes a man" by Rebecca Walker

Worst feeling in the world: freaking hate THIS PERSON now. i dont have to entertain you do you know that?!

What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: I check the time, if it's early i'll sleep right back.

How many rings before you answer?: I don't answer.

Future daughter's name: anything but veronica/claire/vanessa or whatever names that sounds like this.

Future son's name: Anything but Tom, Dick and Harry.

Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: Righty

Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: perfecto. yes.

Siblings: 2 younger asshole brothers.

Piercings: 2 on right, 1 on left.

Boyfriend/Girlfriend: No.

THE EXTRA STUFF...

Do you do drugs?: er.. no?

Do you drink?: sometimes. on occasions.

What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: L'oreal Elseve.

What are you most scared of?: losing loved ones. buggy things.

What clothes do you sleep in?: anything.

Who is the last person who called you?: my dad

Where do you want to get married?: not in Singapore.

If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: nothing. I like me.

Favorite number: 10

Been In Love?: Yes?

What Type Automobile Do You Drive: i don't, but something more spacey. no two doors coupe thanks.

Are You Timely Or Always Late: timely.

Do You Have A Job: no. FULL TIME NGEE ANN STUDENT.

Do You Like Being Around People: Yes absolutely!

Are you for world peace: hell yes.

Are you a health freak: im the opposite.

Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: duhHhhhhhh

Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: HUH?

Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: nahs. what matters is the feeeelinggggs

Do you Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: I'm okkk rightnow. it's alright?

Ever liked a close boy/girl friend: AHA! yes. -_-

Are You Lonely Right Now: no. i'm bored.

Ever Afraid You'll Never .....

Get Married: nope.

Do You Want Kids: depends. probably.

FAVOURITE...

Room in house: my bedroom.

Memory: mayflower

Day Of The Week: TGIF! fridays please.

Color: Red on black.

Perfume and/Or Cologne: kenzo. gucci rush2.

Month: no preference.

Season: uhh.... hm.......

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

Cried: no

Bought Something: yes

Gotten Sick: i'm just in pain right now..

Sang: yes

Said I Love You: no

Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: no

Met Someone New: no.

Had A Serious Talk: uh.. NO.

Missed Someone: yup.

Hugged someone: my brother

Kissed someone: no

Fought With Your Parents: not really fought, dad threw a tantrum only.

Dreamt About Someone You Can't Be With: nahhhhsss

I'M FRIGGIN BORED! SAVEEE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2:23:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

12:32:00 AM let 'em go.

Monday, December 26, 2005

playingFantasia - Truth Is

I thought my house was out-of-bounds on christmas eve, due to the reactions that I've got from dad, mum, grandma and brothers.

But. BUT!

I guess, the no-mahjong thing worked.

We had BLACKJACK instead!

christmas was well spent like last year.

Thanks to JojoBANANA, my beloved! You conquered the mighty slope of Gerald Drive! I love cycling with jojo~

Next, my maid told me that she said smth like "Why so many rubbish on the floor huh?"
And a someone picked up all the rubbish and wanted to throw them away but couldn't find the bin. And he asked my maid, "Where is your rubbish bin?" HAHHAHAHHAS. I'm suspecting it's either sze kai or mong. coz ahem* she mentioned "small boy" But anyways, thanks for clearing the waffle wrappings, I really appreciate it. =]

Last but not least, thanks for coming everyone,
Sincerely TO:

the guy i heard who lost quite abit that night or shud i say morning? joel
the guy who really impressed me for his determination to turn in for work @ 6.30am weida
the guy who felt damn cold throughout the night and morning and I was sweating then seng
the guy who slept awkwardly on the floor in the morning rongjun
the guy who wanted to sleep on rongjun instead on the floor melvin
the guy who asked me whether i have anti-dandruff shampoo john nern
the guy who slept on the sofa and have it ALL TO HIMSELF danny
the guy who played "haidai-quan" and "cai-quan" wif me and jojo WK!!
the guys who constantly suaned danny lolx, oh yar, nice hair colour*winks* amos
the guys who slept for the whole night szekai mong kimmy disheng

And that's a record - 14 peeps. hmmmm I hope there'll be MORE next year!

11:37:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

I want a sexy black christmas.

3:13:00 PM let 'em go.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

i felt so haunted by some photos, artpieces that i've viewed in DA.
I was seeking for new artists, and i came upon this particular artist.

She took a shot of a girl (i assumed) that from a black-white.
Building up the details using photoshop (the gradient, texture, etc)

The details, the eyes, the look on her face.
I need my teddy-bear tonight.
It's not the bloody goowy stuff or anything disgusting, it just haunts the mind.

i guess, at this point, stirring such powerful emotions, it's kind of a measure for an artist's success? Just like music, the tempo and rhythm still lingers.

12:11:00 AM let 'em go.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

oh yea. I was browsing at funan. i saw the white PSP.

OMGWTH.

WHITE PSP ?

my bro and I nodded in unison that it sucked.

faints**

black is still the colour.

2:33:00 PM let 'em go.

savour the chocos.

I decided to help myself before taking the picture of the full tray of chocos.

Their annual gifts are always so nicely done up.

Besides the day when i got the swiss chocolates, i guess i hate them for the rest of the year.

Hahahs.

2:21:00 PM let 'em go.

I was on my way home, and i saw this fat cat sitting on top of the car. Took a snapshot of it.

We decided to take a closer look, we parked next to the car. And. CHEESE!

HEY KITTY!!!!

FAT HUH.

It's just an arm's length away from me.

Good catty model. not bad. at least it's looking at the camera.

2:15:00 PM let 'em go.

Monday, December 19, 2005

It's 1am in the morning.

How empty this place could be.

i've been here for the third time in a week.

Retrieved a package who just landed on Sg.

5 o'clock, two policeman stands behind me.

The weight was killing me. I decided to drop it down.

I felt like a crappy terrorist member for a moment. wth.

Alas. the familiar sight of the Audi from afar. I hate waiting.

hurled the package into the car, I hate running errands, hate it.

10:37:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, December 16, 2005

morning started out badly.
overslept for Sports and Wellness class (layman terms, PE) and i was late for CATs also. -_-

but i was pretty looking forward to lunch at sushi tei @ gardens wif an old friend.
We sat there for like more than 2 hours, tons of crapping and catching up done. WELL DONE!

we ate so much that we couldn't even sit up straight. -______-''

Stepped out of the place, and the weather's like damn hot. Both of us were tempted by cabbing down to Taka(i wanna get the BAG!) but nahs, damn expensive coz of the darn ERP. we took a cab down to bishan then switching trains to Taka.

I was surprised that he could actually hm, accompany me all the way. Thru the chaotic situations in Mango(omgwtf, i'll stillnever get to buy anything when there's 50%sales)
And gentlemen, please remember to keep your hands to yourself while you're in a shop full of ladies, thank you.

Went up to kino, browsed stuff.. walk around. yUpp. quite fruitful though i bought nothing, it's the experience that makes it worthwhile. woots.

We had some conclusion made after the shopping trip:

"A watch defines a man" - sam.jy
".. you should always keep your hands to yourself during such circumstances..." -benji
"omgwth.. I'm FULL" -uS

P.S: benji, if u get to read this --> I could still taste the fried salmon skin along my throat. I'm still full. and it's almost TEN now.

9:17:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

there was a brief introduction on the IS modules that BS students have to entrol in year 2.
After taking a glance thru the 36 various options open to choose from, i think i only get to read like only 10 of them. -_-
But gladly, i've saw my eye candy among the 36.
Photography.

I could still remember telling my couz that I wanted to take up photography prolly during the holidays. And TADA! BS offers such IS courses too.
And so easily, i've already decided on my preferred module for the next two coming semesters. Easy. Photography and Events management. Just My cup of tea.

I can't wait to open the large package in my dad's office . flown directly fr switzerland - chocolates. *drools*

11:29:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

idon't know why, but i love the lil details of the bground.
spot the red light among the greys.

11:11:00 PM let 'em go.

been long since i last blogged.
last sunday was rather disastrous, started doing my stuff only at 8pm. finished the essay and it's nearly 10pm. BSTATs test on monday. The body yearns for sleep but the mind insists on studying. and my heart says, "if u slp, u'll flunk tmr, and there goes *****"
Desperate, i gave my saviour a call. At least something went right. And the test was quite alright. Just that i had quite a no. of careless mistakes. The grades that i'm getting, it's good enough for an eleventh hour preparation.

Aside from daily routines.

I'm disgusted by some,
the actions, articulation, wth-_-.
I can't help but feel irritated,

human relations these days are complicated
sometimes i doubt ur sincerity
dont short change anyone out there whom you call as your friend
be appreciative
coz i'm grateful to the little things that u did to me
i'm greedy by expecting you to do the same
but
what you're doing isn't the least right

u're a perfect fraud from within
the little gestures, words you used
i know what u're thinking
stop all that shit
it irks me.

i'm not angry. just disappointed and pretty much frustrated by these unwanted happenings.

Falling protege

11:00:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Step No. 1 : See this sign, please Turn left.

1:54:00 PM let 'em go.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

I really miss this place.

Though it's only a overhead bridge away from my usual 74 bus-stop, but it's ever so rarely that i get to view it from this point of angle.

The other time, i think it was one of the first few trips to NP, i'm always waiting for my bus at this particular bus-stop. After missing quite a bus buses, then I realised that i was staring at this plot of land for quite awhile.
Just, day-dreaming.

It'll still be my favourite hobby. Staring. Stoning. Dreaming.

10:23:00 PM let 'em go.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Last night, we just sat at the bus-stop and talked.
Then i took a bus home, i was on my way back, down the grassy and algae filled stairway. I saw brother on his bike. I felt way better at the sight of him, glad that there's someone to walk me home at such hour, no, just this time round. I was used to walking back home late, but, last night was different, the atmosphere, the wind was howling, a heavy storm was very much expected. I saw flashes of lightning behind the dark clouds, the sky seemed like it's dusk, and not midnight.

Somehow, i dont' know why, but i sensed anger.

Both of us ran back as fast as we could. And not long after we've stepped into our own rooms, rain poured.

And that's the nicest thing that could happen to me. I sat on the balcony, with my coffee and chocolate bar. Aw. That's LIFE!

And yesterday, while i was walking back home(the trip that took me 45mins- refer to previous entry) i took some photos. And did some editing with Fireworks. here it is.

12:44:00 AM let 'em go.

Thursday, December 01, 2005

For the past few days, i felt so addicted onto caffine.

Anyway,

I wasn't like myself today.

Things GO wrong.

-late for tutorial

-when i was buying fruit juice for my peeps in canteen 2, i spilled one mango juice while transferring it from the bar onto my tray(which is like no less than 30cm away) my fingers gave way and there goes~~.

-took bus 52 instead of usual 74, and i have no idea where this damn bus is heading. Then, i alighted at the wrong stop, luckily there's Bus 88 back home.

-it took me like more than half an hour to walk from the seagate bus-stop to my doorstep(usually it takes 15mins) I wonder what i was doing. Friend called while i was still daydreaming, which felt like a slap from reality, and i came back to my senses and started walking back home - proper.

Just the little things that happened today made me felt like, the one inside me now wasn't me at all. I'm just out of place and wrong to be here, to exist.

Benji called earlier - damn glad to hear from someone close. hais. MAN! WHERE is my coffee!

11:24:00 PM let 'em go.