to fly.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

supposedly, wednesdays should be my off-days from school.
But circumstances doesn't allow me .. so . went back and had breakfast at the Mac near sch then headed for cip lecture.

the lecture on dreamweaver was dry and the lecturer was freaking boring. but oh well. i survived thru it.

then, ocom discussion @ atrium.
I think half the time I spent it on browsing the pictures on my laptop with miaoxia and huiqi. And i realised that mummy miaoxia's "small thumb" aint small at all!
I think she got at least 20 pictures from my pictures folder, more than 20 songs from My songs folder --> into her "small thumb"

oh. and max's wound emits a smell like medicated oil, coz the co-op auntie applies medicated oil on it? omg. craps. I think its not exactly medicated oil, just smells like one though. And the wound was like... omg. serious.

AHHHH. i'm still half way thru the powerpoint slides and i'm tired. bahhhhs.

ciaos.

11:48:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

I'm left with 20% of the speech. DAMN GLAD.

Went for 1S02's class chalet earlier this evening, it made me realised alot of things.
I'm touched that they still bother to call me up and update me with their outings, like i'm only with the class for a month and there's still the bond there. =]
I miss those times when we asked the GP tutor for permission to buy hotdogs at the cafe outside the LT. The times when jiewen restricted me from frenchfries coz i'm sick. The many times that she hit my lil greedy hand whenever it tries to reach out for anything junkie, and the familiar phrase, "Ni shen bing eh! Bu ke yi che!.........."
Never fail to make me smile as I trace back my footsteps back to serangoon junior college. Every outing that I went, it made me felt that I've made the wrong choice to poly. seriously. sigh. i could taste the tinge of sourness lingering within me. Like i could almost burst out crying or something.

But. i've never regretted choosing what i really wanted to do. I don't know if it's the best or correct choice that I've made, but for now, I believe in myself and things had been going well.

okie. it's 1am now. ciaos guys. more updates soon. =]

12:46:00 AM let 'em go.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

been busy.

And each time i tried to touch on my ocom speech, i never fail to be distracted and till now, i'm still quite stuck.
And problems never fail to flood in whenever things don't seem to go well. So it's, double "blessings".

benji's coming back on mon and i'm expecting a trip to sushi tei soon. yea, coz i'm getting my paycheck realllly soon. miss the lil guy.

SCHOOL. SCHOOL. SCHOOOL. I LOVE SCHOOL.
i love the peeps, hate the work.

1:08:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Bon Jovi - Last Cigarette

Just to breathe reminds me of what used to be

The smoke's the ghost that keeps you close when I can't sleep

Don't ask the past to last; it's about to change

The memories don't answer when I call your name

It seems like forever that Bon Jovi and Mayday's songs are on my playlist.
Same song, different days, the emotions doesn't seem to be the same each time it plays.

Project seems to be piling up. yada yada. sigh.
Christmas round the corner, i'm looking forward seeing all the familiar faces once again. And of course, mahjong and more food. =]

I felt like catching potter's movie again. JOJO! shall we?

6:42:00 PM let 'em go.

Monday, November 21, 2005

victim of criticism.
devil's advocate
wings of freedom.

angels.

11:40:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Celebrated Jojo's birthday yesterday.
Indeed it's realllllyy interesting and all of us had a different experience. And rather - the chilly wet way.

let's take a look down memory lane.

just satisfied ourselves with lunch @ yoshi.

walked around and decided to sit down for some coffee @ Dome.

my latte~

Meanwhile.... YVONNE arrived! now u see her,

now you don't! =
hm.. then we headed down for potter.

And the way down was disastrous. but memorable. -_-''
oh well, shall be kept a mystery. hhahas..

so much details. hm..... don't intend to blog it all out here. It's a special celebration for JOJO!!
wheee~
once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOJO~~~!

guess she'll be celebrating her birthday now.. at kbox with her jc peeps. Have fun girl~!

5:12:00 PM let 'em go.

Monday, November 14, 2005

went back to office today.
Bad news - they transferred me to Northpoint's WATSONS. Watsons will always be a promoter's nightmare. or rather, almost. So much to say, but, so little time, so little space.
Trust me, anyone who experienced it could actually write a thesis out of it.
Good news - my pay is - FINALLY - coming. end of month. 2 more weeks?

I'm just thinking about the short conversation i had with benji yesterday, i really need to do well this semester. REALLY.

but somehow or rather, it didn't really knock much sense into me. I couldn't help but sleep during lectures, stare blankly at the tutor when questions are raised(oh, except for micro, it's illegal to do that, coz Ms Koh just gonna target you like some bull's eye). That's about it. And minutes before, i just told huiqi that i gonna copy the lecture notes that I missed earlier this afternoon, BUT i'm here instead?

man.

i gotta get something done.

something, more constructive and hopefully, meaningful.

ciaos.

11:42:00 PM let 'em go.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

The thought of Micro tutorial turns me off big time, and i sensed fear within me.
I know nuts, okay, maybe only peanuts about macro and micro.

I have that evil look of my tutor imprinted in me.
*shrugs*

I'm freaking so not prepared for school.
I hafta stop working. And .
F.O.C.U.S.

11:29:00 PM let 'em go.

Benji bought psp too. And last night he told me that psp sounds so much better than ipod. hm.
I'm wavering already.

I didn't really listen to any ipods personally, if i do, i guess i forgotten how it's like already.
MAN. shud i still get it. bahs. But psp is like so freaking bulky to carry around, adds to the heavy weight i'm carrying everyday to school.
I don't know why but the damn puma bag weighs ME down like mad. Just some lil items that i've placed in, it kinda felt like i'm carrying some super huge rock inside.

well. i like this picture very much. actually wanted to use it as my blogskin. but. NAHS. i'm lazy to change it already.

6:32:00 PM let 'em go.

i'm now looking at my grandma prepare some weird chinese medicine which she says to be effective for my bad condition now.

okay.

wait.

*gulp*

*urgh*

Usual mud-look liquidish stuff.
Force it down my throat.
kinda minty at the same time.

okay. i shall see if this medicine works.

I kinda dread sleeping sometimes. Cause' i have to take off my contact lenses, wash it and place it neatly back into its cover case.
Next, i'll start taking my oh-so-not-heavenly shower (i reach home around 9pm on average everyday)
Then dry myself up, wrap a towel around me. Pump once or twice from the cleansing oil on my right. remove "paint" off my face. To me, paint = make up. make up = paint. alright. I shall continue. It's not any extravagant greeeen eyeshadow which i put on , just the basic foundation.

So what i'll do at night ----->

Clean off "paint" using cleansing oil.
Wash off with water first.
Then apply and wash face with facial foam.
Wipe face with toner once or twice again.
Apply Hydrafresh essence.
Then, hydrafresh aquagel.
Last but not least, eye creams.

All these, excluding shower, it'll take me half an hour on average.
AHHHHHHHh.

man.

SO MANY THINGS TO DO. AND i'm getting sick already.

I'll SEE if all these reaps any benefit.

well well. i just finish watching some korean show. It's all about university love.. yada yada. Sometimes i'll just draw up a conclusion like this - i like girls more than guys.

*HAH* YES, I'm KIDDING.

KIDDING yea. period.

I NEEEEEEED MAYDAY AND BON JOVI.

12:50:00 AM let 'em go.

Saturday, November 12, 2005

she accompanies me. laughs. jokes.

she brightens my day with that - "hey sexy~~"

hahahahhas.

People i meet at work. TADA~

4:50:00 PM let 'em go.

Put the lime in the coke , you nut.

2:58:00 PM let 'em go.

YOYOYOYOYOZZ!!!

man. i feel like slapping myself and screw Starhub at the same time.
Firstly, i don't know why, BUT, my modem's working as per normal now.
All thanks to the magic fingers of my lil brother here.
And SCREW the starhub guy who told me my modem's spoiled.
however, lucky me, due to my laziness, i managed to save myself from buying an unnecessary modem.

SLAP starhub.
HATE YOU!

Alrights, more updates from school and work.
I'm still working, yea, at l'oreal.
sians. i think i'll quit sooner or later. provided i found myself a tuition kid.
Anyone have any lobang out there?
I teach math!!!!!!!! help me find some kid k.
sigh. (and i realise i'm always sigh-ing, getting old huh?)

This morning i woke up feeling so constipated.
Me: "eh ben ah.. damn. i feel so constipated"
Ben: "you go lick the floor i guarantee you that you'll clear ur bowels by midday"
Me: "oh, i think licking you makes no difference also. You're as dirty"

i kinda cherish my weekends more now. This is the first time in 6 weeks that i stayed home on a saturday"
I used to slack my way through weekends, like i always say, NUAH at home.

2:37:00 PM let 'em go.

Friday, November 04, 2005

HEY PEOPLE!!!

muahhahsa.

I survived without internet access for two weeks and still counting...
And i think i'll just wait till end of month to get the new cable modem or cable router or router or whatever that is.

i've
got
tickets
to
the premier of HARRY POTTER AND THE GLOBET OF FIRE!!

16th Nov. 16th NOV!!!

can't wait~ *squeals*

Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled~

And now i'm just hopping that those aunties at toa payoh also buys liquid foundation make up. Sales are so important for promoters. SIGH.

I took pictures while at work (too bored and the whole guardian's so empty) i'll upload them some other time.
My brother saw those pictures, looked at me with knitted brows and asked "Who's this girl who looks like you but not you"
I was half-disgusted and scared when i heard his comment.
"WHAT? you mean there's someone beside me?"
"nono. just a girl. who is this?"
I grabbed the phone and stared at it.
Threw it back to him after 2 seconds of verification.
"IT'S ME LAH U DUMBASS!"
*30 seconds of silence*

I have to say, taking pictures beside the counters will have such nice effects and even an ugly toad looks pretty in it. Prolly due to lightings and all.

Work starts on saturday again. And i'm feeling sick thinking about it even before work starts?
Probably sales aint my cup of tea sometimes. there are still times when i enjoy promoting products.
Work seems to be draining all my stored energy.
Even 24 hours of sleep doesn't help much, not at all.
But without any work, i'll feel so useless and emtpy.
-___-'''

And the other day, i saw someone at yck mrt station.
Seeming so familiar, took a double-take and finally i managed to recall his name.
We're all strangers now, we always have been. Though we only had a short-lived 20 minutes conversation from the classroom to woodlands mrt station.
Back in college, we meet along corridors, canteen, stairways.
Someone said that we're the "stare-stare" kinda friends. Not even "hi-bye". ahhas. Thinking about all these just made me laugh from within.
I don't think anyone from college could recognise me now, i just saw someone on the bus just now and they didn't knew it was me. Jieying doesn't bother saying 'hi' also, coz she's really tired from doing nothing all day long. sian-ed.
There are so many people that I wonder when i would meet them again. And i wish i could, could have new friendships blossoming someday?

We'll just leave it to fate and destiny.

1:46:00 PM let 'em go.