to fly.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I think i went MIA for awhile yea.

Sad to say, AGAIN, no internet access again. Reason being, not because of belated bill clearance... BUT! my modem was certified as SPOILED.
I've experienced several mood swings from the damn modem of mine for the past few months, dailed 1633 till i remember what are the number to "technical assistance" - "speak to our operator".
Press '1' for English.
Press '3' for maxonline etc etc.
Well.

I said my piece and complained whatever i wanted.
I wasn't that complainyy lar. Told the person on the other side of the line that i called like every month, been like a routine that i remembered what are the numbers etc, and i could so far agar agar predict that when will it cock up. Oh, and the worst thing is - He just find it FUNNY. -__- and we kept laughing. I don't know why. Hm, i wanted to ask whether my case was commonly seen, didn't ask though. Judging by the reactions and analytical power of the operator, it seems that it't wasn't very common afterall. Only after 15minutes into the conversation, we FINALLY found out and DEclared that the modem as SPOILED and NOT WORKING LIAO.
Oh. and there goes another 10 minutes talking about HOW to repair or get a new modem.

Ok. Was quite an experience.
Though i find that Starhub's maxonline wasn't working that well and more to the -sucky part already, but definitely the customer service wasn't as bad.

End of part one.

My weekends - quite a blast.

At least i felt that my days are becoming MORE and MORE interesting.

I was involved in the ushering for Loreal's Revitalift White internal launch @ Paragon Andana.
I could still remember the tag line, "The first anti wrinkle essence that also corrects your brown spots"
The energy level was so unexpected. Event's a blast.
Kinda felt so guilty, coz these people in their twenties or thirities were so much more enthusiastic compared to Teenagers of my age.
All of them were very competitive(the nice and good way) and that made the games(though simple) seem even more complicated.

hmm. memory getting rusty.
And i felt so lazy blogging every single detail.
I would much prefer sharing it face to face. hahas.
I'll upload the pictures that i've taken there ya!

8:58:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

last night
cakes @ dome.

we talked, laughed, scorned at men, gossiped and everything.
My off-days should be well-spent like yesterday.
Fully packed with schedules and appointments.
Ok, though i'm late for half an hour or so when i met nel at bishan.
That should change.
Working spells boring and rigid hours to spare.
only at peak hours then I could see customers approaching my section.
Rest of the time, i would just lean against the display sets and stare blankly at people in the store.

After experiencing all these shit,
I came to a conclusion that I couldn't wait for school to start.
I could see the rest of the peeps, do something constructive like STUDYING?
Though going back to school once again also means that I have to face the usual routines, but with more friends around. That makes the difference.

Last night, we talked about relationships.
I wonder when i'll meet one.
My sixth sense tells me that it's pretty hard to meet someone like i've imagined him to be like.
Tall, well-built(there's another reason for this*chuckles*)... etc.

The guy now might be a goodie goodie one. In all aspects of looks, physique, personality, financially etc.
but, pretty saddening that there's no attraction.

Such a two-way thing,
love.

I've decided to get myself something that i always wanted.
And this time round, I'M REALLY GETTING IT FOR SURE.
the new ipod.
I never had such strong yearn for such items.
Weeks ago, i felt like i could do without this.
coz Brother has a 20gb mp3 already.
Lending wouldn't be a problem.
But, i don't know why, i just wanted something for myself after this 16 days of "bahhh" work.
And ipod was it.
As soon as I got my pay, i'll venture for it straight away.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...........................................................................

9:57:00 AM let 'em go.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I need MUSIC.................................................................................................................................

12:16:00 AM let 'em go.

nothing in particular.

Work's boring. I'm leading a so-not exciting nor interesting life now.
Can't wait for school to start, coz work's killing me.

12:06:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, October 14, 2005

I just bought like 12 boxes of hair dye myself today.

Some are for aunt, aunt's friend, mum, friend etc.
Quite alot. I think the receipt amounts up to 150?
The first time i've ever spent so much at guardian.
It's ok, Just boosting sales =]

I've been pondering about the reason why people lie to others just now.

White lies it may be. Or lies that are purposely aimed to deceive one? Manipulating others, gaining good from the victim?

Even though someone lied to me, it's alright seriously. It doesn't really matter much, as I believe that lies, one could always find traces of true emotions in it.

IN a way, what i've just said sound quite reasonable aint it? Hahas, but after giving much thought, lets say for example, if my boyfriend said that he's not seeing someone while HE really IS. oH, omgwtf. -_-
Well. Guess there are certain degrees of lies which we humans fabricated.

bless us all.

12:36:00 AM let 'em go.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

I just checked Npal - for my newly enrolled time table. Hm. i'm satisfied with the timings. Just that now, tutorials are in the morning and lectures will be held in the afternoon more often.

And, i've been so engrossed with the new psp that i didn't realise i'm actually holding the screen nearer and nearer to my eyes. -__-

"It's like less than an inch lah" said brother. I think its just pure exaggeration. but the idea's there anyway. hahas.

okie. I have a conclusion. It's nice to have siblings.
We could share the nice stuff with one another.
Like, for exmaple, he got the mp3. i got the psp. the other got the camera.
so well, we'll just swap periodically.
But i bet there'll be disputes at times.
sure do have the pros-and-cons.
Oh well. Wait till i earn more money. -_-

1:24:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Hail to the new master.

Due to photographing skills and of course, bad quality camera, it turned out like that as u can see...
Bad lighting. poor angle. Hahas.
BUT the spotlight's on da PSP.

Own money. Own Pride?

Up next. *chants*Nano*nano*nano*?

i don't know.

1:36:00 AM let 'em go.

Monday, October 10, 2005

Listening_BonJovi_BellsofFreedom

Movies at Plaza Sing. - The 40 year old virgin. *ahem* it's (M18)

Oh yes. I got in~

It's pretty lame. Plot's simple and fairly predictable. Ending was unexpectedly poor. oH well. At least i spend my off-days in a much better way than being on the couch for the whole day.

I went out with my colleague. She's the hello kitty crazy kind of girl. And i'm kinda affected by her DYING-PASSION for hello kitty, but of coz I'm not going gaga over Hello-kitty. Just that this time round, it's a little more unusual, i took notice of things that I thought I would never. Like. The below.

AND i bought it. A five-colour pen and mechanical pencil all in one. Mirror and comb in a lil' bag. -__-'''

I don't really know why i bought them. But its ok. They'll be useful somehow.

9:01:00 PM let 'em go.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Friday. TGIF!

Sales - great =]
Hit my target sales yea.

woots woots! Keep it up JY!

lalalas.

I'm getting quite a good exercise standing all day, climbing up the ladder to retrieve stocks, up and down, and i realise there are quite a number of paperwork to be done(if i'm a permanent promoter)

I just felt really great today. Time passes so quickly when there are customers. i'm working OT since day 1. supposed to end at 8pm but, the crowd flows in at 8. -_-''' what to do?
For the sake of sales, i'll work~ yeah~

12:56:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, October 07, 2005

Do not wish to disclose any exam results here. diaoz. call wo ! ahhas.

Ranging from AD - C+. the high and lows yes. =
Alrights. updates for first dayy of work yea.

Turned out rather fine~ Nice people. Nice colleagues. yeah~!

Just two hours of standing, my back felt sore, legs felt rather numb already. I felt so great when i could SIT DOWN and EAT!

Sales - bad . even worse than i expected . the worst-case scenerio. THE WORST.
Lack of crowd, low purchasing power, giam-siap ******.
BUT! There's always hope.this lady, she just amicably bought what i introduced to her. Placing all her trust on me. Like the outcome of the hair colour, my recommendations, no doubt she accepted it all. Well. I could tell that she's quite a tai-tai. Buying near one hundred dollars of hair care and skin care products at once.

but. i'm still far off target.

sigh.

HEY PEOPLE! NEED HAIRDYE?!

CALL WO!

LEAVE A TAGGIE!

I'LL GET BACK TO U!

12:46:00 AM let 'em go.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

I'll be getting my exams results today.
SomEEone called and told me earlier that it'll be released at 12am.

but. look.

Caused me unnecessary anxiety.

I thought i'll check Npal when i got home from work tomorrow but now, i don't think i'll be able to turn in soundly tonight. And so much thanks, tomorrow's my FIRST day of work. =It's not the work that made me felt uneasy, but the kind of people i'll meet at work. Nasty aunty? Pregnant and having the unpredictable mood swings mother? Mean colleagues that couldn't help but stab you right at the back? Gossipy desperadoes? Or could it be, angelic helpers? kind and ever-so understanding colleagues? Friendly and easy-going?

Can't wait for tmr .

I've been hibernating at home for the past few days, days passed quickly and didn't felt that dreadful as the week before. I definitely managed it well this time. =] I think i'm so-near having the capabilities of writing a thesis on "Managing boredom - the things people do"
Okay. aside with all the crap talking .

Being alone sets me thinking, be it positively or the other, I just felt that sadness sometimes can be beautiful. Doesn't apply to all out there, least to me, it is. I cherish sadness and happiness equally, it's nothing bad or good, who says that sadness is bad for one and extreme happiness could be good. Just that I sometimes ask myself, what makes life complete? Is it just happiness? Or a little touch of everything that makes life more meaningful and fulfilling?
Been long since I last saw a rainbow, you? I would like to witness one again, i miss those beautiful moments.

Oh. and. Is the process or result more important?

Enjoy the process of work as the result doesn't matter. As long as you enjoyed it?

or.

Disregard the pain and agony that you suffer, its the result that you're working for aint it?

Guess it depends on = situational aspects x mentality x WHO cares what is it.
I seem to be having migranes. Damn it. Must be the long hours lying in front of the tv. Oh well, i'll better bid goodbye to those tai-tai days, and here comes work!

ciaos~

12:27:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Hi guys.

I'm back.

I don't know why but my internet connection seems to be rather messed up.
Two days, i've been deprived of blogging, more net surfing, msn chatting etc!

Yeah. first thing i got back my connection. boy, i miss my blog very much.

Oh well. I've got to go soon. Gotta give tuition at four plus. Ciaos!

3:21:00 PM let 'em go.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

My neighbour's crazy.

Early morning - ktv. Singing at his top of his voice. And it's Tong Hua.

Evening - Blasting friggin Techno from his car.

Oh . And now. RIght now. stepping on the accelerator, with their enguines tuned, 'blasting' off and making such a din outside.

Everytime this happens, I'll always have this urge to call up the police.

And yes I promise if that happens again and pisses me off, I'LL DIAL 999!

Damn it. **PUI**

9:59:00 PM let 'em go.