to fly.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

oookay. the new msn looked better.

not the point yet.

Aint the strawberry nice? heez.

Buy me a box of strawberries?

i'll share with U! hahas

10:59:00 PM let 'em go.

Sweet beginnings, Bitter endings

aint it just so true?

I was at the library just now, then headed to town for some shopping *ahem* alone.

listening to mp3, then came across The Corrs's album.

I could still remember listening to this album almost everyday last time, and then forgotten as time passes by.

Reminising back the old sec sch days, i'm sure to laugh silently at heart.
Reading my old testimonials from friends, scenes and memories flooding back into my mind.
Realising how much i miss u guys. =]

not only sec sch.. IJC too...

The murul painting that we did together.. had so much fun...

Played till evening.

running around the canteen with paint buckets on one hand and paintbrushes on the other.

I've never regretted attending the first three months of JC, sure is a valuable experience. friendship and many more.
Now, i'm currently, officially slacking till the exams. -____- sigh.
gonna rot and decompose soon.

Oh yea. as for shopping just now.

I'm surprised that i actually bought more stuff than usual(meaning shopping with friends). Thought to myself that chop chop, buy kimmy's present and off i will be back into my pig sty back home.

I went into topman in search for a nice wallet fer e bday boii, din get one. But!

TOPSHOP's just upstairs, couldn't miss it right?

I thought i'll just window shop, instead i tried on even more clothes than usual. Bought even more stuff?!
Then i thought... that's it for today sam. I'm going back to heeren's wallet shop to get what i'm supposed to buy.

Hm, was walking to heeren... i decided to drop by zara, SINCE i'm here, i'll just take a look.
oOoookay. hm. i did some shopping again. -__-

walked out of there, and passed mango. Turned back, i couldn't resist, went back and walked bout with more bags on hand.

I did some calculations. OOkay. still have money fer the wallet. hahahas.

I spent two and half hours at orchard only -___-

And i'm broke now. hahhas.

Shopping alone aint that bad afterall. =]

12:15:00 AM let 'em go.

Monday, August 29, 2005

Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday !!!

I'm getting that CD i dun care! even if i'm broke. hahas.. music's part of da soul.

Last night, i had this intention to go to school the next morning for POA.

This morning - i dun feel like waking up anymore.

I'm so lazy.

being stuck at home during weekends aint funny u know.

Oh well.. i'm glad i still have brothers to keep me entertained.

Having endless topics to talk about, and I have to stop them from blabbering too much crap.

Scene 1 : at the dining table - TRYING to study

Sam: Hey.. i think we have good genes, don't u think so? (looking at ben n jon)

Ben/Jon: What??!

Sam: like like... jon's rather cute, have this nice tan, ben's tall, sweet-looking and i'm so ********(go figure!) isn't it?

Jon/Ben: OMGWTH!?!?

Sam: Nahs... kidding. i think its like. jon's the bastard, ben's the jerk and sam's the bitch. **smiles**

We all nodded in unison.

i just realised that jon's a total playboy in his class. TOTAL flirt. joyce, michelle, jolyn, grace the list goes on....

ben's having this secret relationship with a girl outside sch(obviously, he's in a all-boys-sch)

And ME? hahhas.... i'll just point and tease them for all that. =] GREAT!

2:51:00 PM let 'em go.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

i just don't get men sometimes.

well. I always got mistaken by their kind actions towards me.

i hate guessing sometimes

oh well... I'll just stop being paranoid and embrace these nice lil things that i have in life.

Maxonline really sucks big time.

I couldn't access to the internet last night. Of coz, i called up starhub to find out what's the problem..

They said that they have no idea too, and could send a man down to take a GOOD LOOK AT the modem.

And now, i just decided to give another try to my half-dying modem(coz it aint working) and eureka! yea all the lights aint blinking on my modem anymore.

It's all STARHUB's FAULT.

Made me such a lonely girl last night, and cause me to live in such a boring agony for the whole afternoon.!!#@!#!@

WELL. i'm back here again blogging and spewing out all my complains.

yea. feel so much better.

=]

7:18:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

hm.. i just received a call from an unknown friend. yes, unknown yet a friend.

got to know this online friend when i'm in.. hm.. sec 2 probably?

used to chat online + phone quite often.

Then lost contact.

Called me when i'm sec 4 once. And a beautiful misunderstanding. shant eleborate.

Then we din catch up with one another after that.

And until just now.

well, i made a point to ask an email - add into my msn list. not to be rude u see before i end the call.. hm...

so, this shows that.

I'm such a sentimental person who keeps contacts even though i forgotten bout that person in my phonebook.
Vice versa.

k. enough of crap talk. back to iac proj.

10:13:00 PM let 'em go.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

YEAH!

finished bmgt alas.

and now i'm left with iac and some studying fer bca.

can't wait for the weekends to come.

i don't know why, but, time could really prove something. and i'm glad that i trusted on that.

No regrets.

=)

9:06:00 PM let 'em go.

Friday, August 19, 2005

Hey guys.

Craig David's new album - send me yea?
oh yea. and Mel C's new album too - thanks.

11:35:00 PM let 'em go.

有因就有果！！

Hope u can see the chinese characters above.

Well, everything that happened will have a reason behind it .

My dad's being nice to bring back lots of cookies back home one day.
And i was like.. happily rummaging thru the packets and packets of cookies.
So unfortunate that I happen to browse through the expiry date.

IN BOLD it spells - Expiry Date : 21st Aug 2005

I KNOW WHY the box of cookies are here, at home already.

First, I'm quite 'touched' by the fact that I've received a huge box of cookies.
So nice of dad huh.

but!!!

It's here becoz , like what dad told me , "it's going to expire, so I decided to bring it home and let you kids finish it"

What !?!?!?!?!?!?

ARE WE PIGS OR WHAT?!?

So, is Dad being nice or just mean and sarcastic. =_=

I don't know.

11:06:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

i came early to school this morning.

crossed the overhead bridge and the bus stop.

Something amiss today.

Yes. the absence of "heavenly" cigarette smoke.
and more appearances of security guards or er, smoke-control officers. whatever their posts are.

woo yea.

I'll live longer =]

8:45:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

oh boy.

i was kinda bored of the MSN 7.0.

and SO it happened that i chanced upon the new MSN Messenger 7.5.

=]

LOOKS cooler.
FEELS better.
More features.

there's this screenshot page. AHHH.. well done.

its a BETA version - unstable and full of bugs.

i'll just wait fer it to be officially out on sept.

That'll be when i have my exams. sigh.

11:57:00 PM let 'em go.

Mr Pang gave us free tea/coffee treat after tutorial today.

that's NOT the point yet.

Sat around a table and yea, the usual chatting...

When i turned around, realised yan G aint there anymore.
His seat was taken by some uncle in his er.. probably early fifities?

I was quite taken aback when i saw that uncle sitting there.
It was the LEG hair and short pants. coz yan G was wearing jeans today.

told huishi bout it, and shortly after she told me to look at smth (referring to the uncle) AND WTH?!!?

U know what?!

THE UNCLE HAD A HOLE IN HIS PANTS.

The worst thing was that - - -

It was situated right at the vital part. THANK goodness there's an inner layer.

I FREAKED out ok. =_=

totally disturbing.

10:32:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

I just felt as if someone poured itch powder all over me.

Am i paranoid or what?

Oh well.

I'm glad that my management project is going on PRETTY well. hm.. but we don't have a cafe name yet.

Any ideas ?

5:50:00 PM let 'em go.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

i'll really like to try for the 1hr endurance run that benji suggested ages ago.

I'm always there saying that we'll do that sometime but sometime just doesn't come by.

I'm sure now that i gonna try that soon. real soon.

it's all about the mind. i'll need to set myself focus and stop stoning/thinking bout irrelevant stuff which occupies 75% of the brain.

4:31:00 PM let 'em go.

I made myself three cups of coffee for the past hour, not all at a time.

First cup - i find the coffee aint hot enough. Coz, the water i poured in was.. HALF boiled. -___-
okay fine, poured it away.

alright. then i called someone to boil the water and make me a cup when its ready.

in the meantime, i watched powerpuff girls with bro. mojo jojo's a crazy monkey.

Oh well. Goodies.

Perfecto.

I brought it up to my room.

when i was trying so hard to insert the plugs into my laptop, i wasn't aware that the cup was behind the it AND OOPS. the USB plug just did a nosedive straight into the coffee.
I was like WHAT?! AGAIn?!?!?

poured away. felt kinda guilty.

Now, the third cup's lying on the studytable.

coffee and cookies rawks. =]
songs fr lifehouse + cookies + coffee = smiles**

4:14:00 PM let 'em go.

Friday, August 12, 2005

love and hate - its just a thin line apart.

cheers.

11:01:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

so many things to say. so little time..

But when i have the time to sit down and set my mind into doing it, i'll definitely forget what i wanted to say in the first place, well in this case, TYPE.
sigh, Guess age is really catching up on me.
I'll not be surprised if i'm diagnosed with Alzheimer's Disease at an age of 35.

oh yea. PHOTOS from the malaysia trip. =]

let us walk down the memory lane once again.... (dramatic, well, I LIKE IT THIS WAY CAN....)

---- without the substance called 'LOVE' -----

---- yea man, LOVE! ----

urgh. i can't upload the rest. SUCKS. do it tmr~ ciaos. nitenites

11:49:00 PM let 'em go.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

i've always wanted to say this. But just keep forgetting to blog it on. Been months though.

To my future husband:

I want my wedding song to be "You and Me" from Lifehouse.

10:44:00 PM let 'em go.

I lost my internet connection again. Yes, indeed. Again.

(i'm typing this on microsoft word, date: 9 August 11.34pm)

And well, this time round, I’m sure that I got used to it already, coz I aint pissed, aint upset, aint feeling lost, aint yelling at people around me. =] I’m fine living a day without internet access, man, I’m feeling this rural aura around me. Nahs actually my day was made perfect coz of them. Them? The two nutcases living at 60 Mugliston Park, #02-02. The yellow duck with a yellow ******* and the brown monkey with a hideous and hilarious hairstyle. And they are? My brothers -____-‘’’ heez.

My morning started off a vicious kick from Dad right at my butt (usual). He fling open the balcony door, I’ll assume that he’s offering some healthy morning sun =] then kept walking in and out, out and in, in and out, out and in, at the same time, nagging here and there, there and here, here and there.
After many futile attempts trying to wake me up, be it more nagging or kickbutts, finally he surrendered the cream side of the Oreo cookie. OMG. What the hell am I talking about. Hahas. Anyway, I got up eventually and barged into room 2. Ben’s already up, ganged up and gave our dear brudder some nice tickling. And this is how everything started…… yada yada.

Laughter never seems to cease. We started laughing at 1pm till 5.30(coz that’s when tuition will start, gotta stop huh?)

I think the three of us are just made for each other. Yucks that might sound kinda mushy but I have no idea how I could put it already. We’re the bestest siblings on earth! WOOHOO~!

10:43:00 PM let 'em go.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

i don't know where should i start off, there are so many things left unsaid each time.
Things that i wanted to type it out here, but couldn't.

I've reached the end of the journey and now, i'm back off to the wandering soul.
I became rather dependent on people during the past months, but I think handling things alone aint bad anyway(once my forte), i'll be strong and hold on.
I want the old me.
I want back my crazy-self.
I want the hysterical me.
Just me,myself and I.

And today, i woke up at 6am. Had like three hours of sleep the most...
Met the old peeps. and we're off to malaysia.

It's all about, eat, long bus rides, eat, shop, eat, more bus rides. =]
And bus rides means = incessant laughter.

I'm glad that janel, yy n baobao dragged me up the bus when i insisted to go home.
I couldn't imagine how my day would be, probably thinking till my head blows up.
and now, BIG thanks to you guys =] thanks fer being there ~ ****hugs****

10:53:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Everything went smoothly until the last hour of the day.

i'm glad that there are still people out there to share my woes, thanks.

i became stronger, and yes, i'll face the worst.

2:04:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

I have no idea what happened today but i've been having this overwhelming sense of euphoria within me. heez.

I guess people around me could sense it too(if they bother to).

Firstly, school.
I have much fun SUAN-ing max. MUAHHAHHAHS. just in the mood to talk back.
Hm. i settled something that have been bothering me for the past few days.
Tuition with clara was fun. hahas.
Daddy picked me up from clara's place and we went for coffee then back to his office.

After much careful planning and reorganisation, the conference room was once again being put into really good use and the outlook of it seems pleasant now.
It's quite a suitable place for self-study.
gonna hog that place every wednesday. even better coz only dad and uncle yaya have the keys to the room. *winks*

Out of 10 questions that i've asked, all of them were answered with enthusiasm by dad. =] Things are going smoothly and unexpectedly well for him too. I'm glad that he's feeling not so stressed up already.
This would be the best thing that happened today.
hahas. i'm a daddy's girl.
Feel so nice whenever he starts telling me things that he had experienced or anything regarding the company, I gave constructive criticism and suggestions too k.....

OH NO. THIS WOULD be the best.
Jonathan walked in with the sewing kit and my torn bear.

Me: "What are you doing? Go away first can...?"
Him: "I'm actually trying to be nice and you're shooing me away. -___-"
Me: *squeals* i knew what he wanted to do "aww... u're the nicest!"
i thought he's just gonna bring the stuff in and put it somewhere. Coz i just asked Mum to sew the hole back fer me.
BUT NO! He actually took out a the needle, meticulously threading the string in the lil tiny barely-visible hole and started sewing!
Aww.. Didn't knew he's so sweet.
And. I must admit something, he did a really good job. No flaws.
Things just seem to go well for me today~

10:59:00 PM let 'em go.

Monday, August 01, 2005

i'm back to listening swing swing fr all american rejects again.

I remember telling someone why and when i like to listen this song.

I miss those days when we're all free and slacking around.

8:12:00 PM let 'em go.

My premonition tells me that August's not gonna be my month.

Aug 1 - for a start, things aren't going well at all.

I feel so trashed up last night and of coz, the aftermath, today too.

Listless .

You see the body but the heart/mind/soul wanders somewhere far.

Thoughts could really kill me someday.

Seriously. I THINK i might die thinking too much.

Is there a term for such death?

I've been robbed of my enthusiasm and energy.

Like everything's draining awy.

Felt as if my heart's tied down and it weighs tons. yea. down.

And the reason for it all?

My mind got the answer, but the heart just doesn't admits it.

8:04:00 PM let 'em go.