to fly.

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Sweet beginnings.

Bitter Endings.

BURY ME-

CARRY ME AWAY.

RESURRUCTION

10:54:00 PM let 'em go.

Met an old friend on 28/7/05.

So it was the usual meeting place, coffee club.

Sad to say but well, i had some embarrassing moments in there .

Shit happens -___-
Butterfingers. Think u guys could somehow guess what happened.

Like what ben said, "Well done"

And today, yes. DRAGONBOATING!!!

Made sure tat my alarm's set at 7am, told everyone at home to make sure that my butt leaves the bed by 7am (my backups) coz i just knew it that I would not wake up on time.

surprise surprise, i think i'm too excited and nervous bout today and yea got up on time right on time.

It's nice waking up early, i'll have plenty of time to do whatever i want.

There's NO RUSH and definitely nothing would be left behind.

First venture outing @ kallang river - dragonboating.

Initially I feel so out of place cause' i only had 1 , yes, ONE friend there only.

Zak suffered eye corneal abrasion, so couldn't join us for dragonboating.

Which then leaves me ALONE with the rest of the peeps.

After much interaction, I find that everyone's nice there. Friendly and definitely outgoing. Stefanie makes sure that I don't feel left out, Liz's a great companion~

And yeap. DRAGONBOATING.

We won quite a no. of races. We had the longest boat among the other boats. Of course more manpower to support the sheer weight. Name -> BANANA BOAT.

why? coz it's yellow.. -____-'''

According to the instructor, "This boat had been used for competition in fact *pause* and ya, that's like twenty years ago"

I didn't thought of sunblock and now, I look like i had blush on. Hm, cool eh.. natural and foc blush makeup on.

Not only us there, there are some students from SAJC canoeing team too.

And of course, hunks dragonboating. And their war cry! woohoo. hahas..

Indeed, I had an interesting experience this time round. Soke Bao. I'm not that sad now ler.

=] hahas..

6:30:00 PM let 'em go.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

oh right. After much anticipation, macro test results are out.

One word - Devastating.

I could barely touch the targets that i've given myself.

which means that i gotta put in more effort and yada yada yada...

I shall stop 'building sandcastles in the air' during lectures and tutorials.

Adapting some new ways of getting things done could be an alternative, like being more SYSTEMATIC. coz i've proven myself that the dun-give-a-hoot-attitude doesn't lead me anywhere at the end of e day.

Planning prevents uncertainty (i'm actually applying smth i've learnt from bmgt. urgh, sometimes i feel like business is just some common sense made difficult)

I think school's killing me softly.

Probably not, i think its just You.

Putting me into the falsehood that you fabricated single-handedly, handpicking your slaves, going about an endless roundabout, being tossed and retrieved once and again.

i have no idea why i've typed all these.

Just random thoughts.

I need another holiday.

10:51:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Conversations seem to be getting shorter these days.

So what you call it?
Toilsome journeys or long rides to spend time with?
The daily routine. So that's a chore or yearning for?
Infatuation or Love.
Love or Lust.

ok. lets not get further than that.

The small little things that one does, I believe, DO mean something, somehow, someday .

I've faith for that.

We'll see.

11:23:00 PM let 'em go.

Monday, July 25, 2005

Monday .
marks a new day of e week.

The thought of boarding up the bus, alighting, waiting for the next bus, breathing in soot and CO in the meantime, totally turns me off nowadays.
What made it worse - when i'm waiting all alone.

She yearns to drive.
and to be free.
to go wherever she feels like to.
Be it Buo Crescent's curry rice, balestier's green-bean cakes, geylang's soya beancurds & yuotiao, Changi's etc etc.
She just wants to drive.

Man. I really hoped that they would lift the silly 21 n above restriction.
I'm turning eighteen next may. And that's 9 mths AWY ONLY!!!!!!

Anyway...
School's resuming.
tutorials undone.
Procrastinating.
Wonderful. =]

However, like i always tell myself.

there'll always be a day that I could look forward to.

And yea, it'll be tuesday.

Written Comm tutorial cancelled. and i'll end sch at twelve. just loved it when its e-learning week. coz it kinda meant day-offs for almost everyone out there.

12:14:00 AM let 'em go.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

My desk is in a total mess .

With the usual absense of a digital cam, oh, or a 3G phone equipped with 65,000 pixels/3.0 optical or digital zoom etc etc. SIGH. i'm quite pathetic.

So yea, shall describe....

First and foremost, laptop with numerous wires connected to most of the ports.

I plucked out my PC speakers and connected it to lappy.
hm, darn, haven got any router yet. So currently running on USB modem port.
mouse occupying the other USB port.
Lastly, adaptor.

On the top left-hand corner of the desk, stands a tall avalanche of worksheets, lecture notes, reference books, and more worksheets. Some tapes and er, more memo-pads lying above it.

Occupying theremaining front row space, presenting~~* the dusty box of CD-Rs(covered with a gloomy greyish colour on the transparent cover) then followed by many pencil-holderS which contain nothing but useless pens, the present janel gave me last christmas(loved it gurl~) , box of receipts and a lil blue penguin sitting on top of it.

And around the desk, scattering bits and pieces of more lil sheets of paper, memo pads. Lying around are highlighters and pens that i last used to revise for the BCA test. Only the pens/markers/highlighters lying around the desk works.

However, quite surprisingly,

I always managed to find whatever i want whenever i want it.

Never mess with my MESS. =]

Like it this way. and that's me.

What i've described above is just a small lil corner of my room. Lots more to go. Talk about the huge shelving unit. *sigh*

could still recall what Janel said when she helped me pack up my room last dec. Oh well, in conclusion, i'm a junkie collector. SENTIMENTAL u see.

11:14:00 PM let 'em go.

Friday, July 22, 2005

Chapped lips.

Weather's a killer.

Getting fed-up with the slightest, tinniest things.

Maybe its just them that made me feel this way.

self-control.

I'm just glad that i could have sometime off for myself. Been so long since i last spend the whole day at home, reading a book by the balcony, with a cup of hot tea and having a whole block of Cadbury Old Jamacia's Dark Chocolate(loved it) to myself.

Speaking of books. Oh yea, i'm glad that i've pre-ordered Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince or else i hafta wait for another week for the Adult-version hard cover one (as told by the staff from Popular, din check out if its really true or not)

I'm almost done with it. a hundred more pages to go.

The font seems bigger, and spacing between words are bigger. hm.

It's not as wow-wow-wow i've expected it to be.

So far, the guesses i've made while reading the book came true, hope there are more twists towards the end of it. Or it'll be heart-wretching to know that the amount of cash i've put in wasn't worthing at all. I couldn't spend it on more chocolates.

My couz flew back to her Auzzie land last night.
Accompanied her for the whole day yesterday, to do some, or no correction, lots of last-min shopping for basic essentials, etc.
I've got used to it already, all the last-min packing habit.

I never thought that i could visit all five banks within the same hour.
Unfortunate events followed one after another.
DBS/POSB, UOB, Standard Chartered, HSBC(hated it).

okie. back to da book. ciaos.

4:10:00 PM let 'em go.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

The day before POA test... (Thursday)

received a call at 8am, and i'm told by the wise one to collect mooncakes with couz, and the place will be at around town area. GREAT isnt it. sai-kang. I wasn't giving in initially, until he said, "U wan dao-sa-piah ?" (Green-bean cake or smth like that) I've been craving for that ages. Balestier. corner corner shop. piping-hot, handmade ones.

"TEN each. salty and sweet" I demanded.

"Okay lar.. quick go change. i buy for u den go take mooncake."

And HERE I AM, savouring till the last bit of it, and its finger-licking good. WHEE. pleased with what i've got for breakfast. And i almost forgotten bout my POA test on friday.

YUMMY!

And at the building where we collected the mooncakes from, i spotted four Merz with the same no. plate of 990. All parked nicely beside one another. There are S320/350, old version of E240, the last one i forgotten what model it is but still a merz. So coincedental, my dad's previous car no. plate was EM990 too. woo.. It's a premonition that this no. will be coming out on this week's sunday 4D. OMG. i'm so affected by the gambling habits of my dad, uncles n aunts.

And I can fairly imagine who's the one driving it. Either ahmad or the typical ones, 50-year-old odd Uncle with a huge pot-belly in front of him. Yeap. I've done research on that, trust me.

This entry had been in my 'saved drafts' for three days!

Later at four i'll be having a macro test. bless me~

ciaos.

5:17:00 PM let 'em go.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

study?

come again?

study?

POA?

huh?

oh well. just hope i could just bury myself into this deception.

hm. FRIDAY - POA TEST.

**students are not allowed to bring along their pencilbox.. yadayada**

wad the.... ???? poly tests are kinda queer aint it. Guess Uni will be the same too..

i'm picking up things that i thought i'll never do.

First - Giving tuition? omg. i'm still asking myself why i did that. **ponders** oh yea, help struggling students with their studies. nahs, the MONEY.

Second - Joining ventures? WOOTS. but i'm looking so forward!!!

Third - Taking up a savings policy myself - fr prudential. I SIGNED IT already. hm.. gives good returns though. MONEY again.

I've been spending like crazy since i started poly. Mainly goes to food. next shopping. So, its time to start earning n save UP!

And i've made plans.

End of year - During the 2 mth holiday.

I wanna go abroad. fly. somewhere. not with SQ.
On Emirates =] gonna save up. my goal ! GOAL! GOAL!

Anyone wanna join me? i'm a lonely soul. LOLS.

10:52:00 PM let 'em go.

Monday, July 11, 2005

I'm SUPPPOSED to have my study break now... but guess what, i'm in school now. -___-

Yeap, projects.

AND. i aint doing project right now. MSN-ing. Blogging.

Lovely lady sitting beside me(huiqi) she's currently switching from page to page viewing friends' profile in friendster. yeapp.

well. i'm lazy. think every1 doesn't sense the urgency . erm. correction. no urgency.

A few meters away from me is the popcorn vender. She's giving away free popcorns! wheee.. i just had a packet of it. And i'm craving for more now. NOW! NOWWWW. I want MORE! but i can't really eat much, sore throat. sigh.....

can't wait for wednesday to come, coz i'm going back to SRJC to have the long-awaited-delicious CHICKEN RICE.

Did some editing, changed the tone.. ah.. etc. Taken this @ the pier.

12:33:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

i'm typing this entry at the atrium now.. its 8:41~!
Lecture gonna start at 9.
I'm kinda early and having nothing better to do. I shall make full use of this time to BLOG.

I promised to upload pictures of the MCC pier right.. here u go~ lalala.

view i've taken from the booth.

Another angle from the booth.

Presenting.. Pier 4!

that's all fer today yar.. gonna upload more next time round..

I'm feeling unwell these few days.
This morning when i woke up, i felt I could literally breathe out fire.
Throat feeling dry and sore.
Nose blocked.
Bless me. Get well soon jy. hahas.

till nx time. ciaos.

8:40:00 AM let 'em go.

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

yes. as you can see.... NEW SKIN.

i've enlarged the text box coz i'm kinda pissed with the previous one.. so darn small and pictures can't be view nicely. This isn't any better, but at least... hm. an improvement of the old one.

Did this during BCA lecture.

BORED STIFF.

sigh.

more projects. well well... i need MAHJONG!!!

10:59:00 AM let 'em go.

Monday, July 04, 2005

I WANT TO CHANGE THE DAMN SKIN!!!! sigh.

wanna view pic so difficult.

but i have no time...

no idea what the hell i've been up to these days.

Time just flies.

10:50:00 PM let 'em go.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

I wanted to blog but i'm just too lazy to do so for the past few days.. or week?

Hm. lets start with friday.

Fridays. I'm having this love-hate relationship with fridays. Hate it coz there will always be 8am morning classes on fridays. love it cuz early classes spells early dismissal~

I went to meet up with my dear soke bao, headed fer joanna's hse fer mahjong (not fer long though).

Disheng came over at night, both of us were waiting for the rest of da gang to start MJ coz they're all eating dinner @ amk. woOoo, guess what I found out when i called, those PEEGs are playing LAN lar! lols.. AND SO, we waited from nine till eleven till twelve.
and yea, couldn't keep myself awake, energy drained, hit the sack @ twelve plus (gotta start work at 8am the next day)

and so, the teddy bear slept on the floor once again and jy gets up early for work~
as the "later part of da day" episode, i have no idea what teddy and my brothers did inside my room after i left. =]

Oh okie. NOW. SATURDAY.

Heavy eyelids. Sleepy eyes. Yawning. Watery Eyes. More Yawns.

Dad woke me up early morning.

I asked him why i have to do this all the time, this is what i got. "YOU HAVE TO HELP out at the CARNIVAL NO MATTER WHAT, I HAVE NO TIME TO GO DOWN. SO YOU GO LAR!".

Hm. sigh. i'm his daughter. so well. i'll do it.

I thought its some lousy place again. But NOOOOOO..... hm. the scenery there is like so bloody B-E-A-U-tiful. Dad didn't tell me its at Marina Country Club, or else it'll be the other way round, me volunteering! I'll upload pics that i've taken there..

So, work seems more fun with...... hmm...

Hunks wakeboarding... babes walking around.. wooohooo~

I'll be back there tmr. how nice. I'll pray for a cloudy afternoon~

9:20:00 PM let 'em go.