to fly.

Friday, February 25, 2005

Today's a special day.

Half the class skipped school. 10 of us turned up. Though its a really small group, but we had our fun~ Me, Jas, yandao, long ge n the sneaky one had lunch together, pon GP and MT. =] At least, they didn't dissapoint us again, unlike the other time.
Went up to the arcade, see the guys have their own fun... hahas...
Four of us took up the lame drum game.. i couldn't stop laughing~!! Kinda embarrassing but welll........ not many ppl there too.. so its OK. heez. kinda got addicted when we had our first try out.... Followed by second and third tries...

Finally got to meet up with my dearie today~
Went to walk ard cine first, for a really short while only, NO CASH~ so yea, don't waste time browsing too.
Sick of shopping, time to get to serious business. COFFEE CLUB!! dearie didn't got to eat anything the whole day.... sigh..pooor thing, juices onli, and sour plums. We had a plate of smoked salmon blah blah blahss... lobster blahs linguine. hahas.. couldn't remember the names. Tiramisu Latte rawks~~ heez... gotta save up for second trip, gonna bring dearie somewhere special. got a place in mind already~~ =] tell ya on monday yea. REMIND ME pls!! hahas..

I LOVE MY GIRAFFEEEE!!!!!!

12:29:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

hey guys.. i got a new skin. isn't it cute~ hahas... original isn't it?

Kinda switching to a brighter tone, lighter approach to things. =]

i'm still not over with my butterflies, just gonna keep them aside for awhile. Or else u peeps out there will be sick of it soon, ME too.

DAMN TODAY's newspaper. gonna sue them for making me feel so worried sick for the past few days. FUCK it. damn rumor bout the MOE letter regarding the teaching scheme. SHAM!!!!!!!!! Don't ever trust TODAY's newspaper, they're frauds, charlatans!!! reporting rumors and not facts. dammit.

Anyway, results will most probably be out on monday. Three more days to go... Gonna see every1 again~~~~ so looking forward to it.

Meeting nel tmr~ gonna chill out @ Somerset's coffee club. Been sooo long since i last meet u yea~! yIIpEee.....

11:41:00 PM let 'em go.

Skipped school today, hate tuesdays. Don't ask.

Woke up @ around 1pm .. had my brunch, went straight to the nearest grocery store to get ingredients for apple pie.
Set my mind into doing it already, or else I'll never get it done. Benji will nag, promises broken.
when i'm back home, my brother just reached home too.. well... of coz, i got him to help me out. He's in charge of the apples while me, the pastry and basically, reading out the receipe aloud . hahas...

Outcomes.

Pie #1.
I forgotten bout the milk.
Didn't join the upper and lower pastry well.
THEN ---- > The top layer seems.... rather, white and "uncooked" but still, edible ar!

Pie #2.
STILL. didn't join the upper and lower pastry well.
I got the milk. hahas..
THEN ----> seems nicer , but some of the fillings ooozed out.. heez.. got holes ar...

Pie #3.
i didn't forget anything. Kinda perfect.
BENJI! this is UR pie. hahas... but.. the way i spread the pastry.. kinda weird though. that's why didn't look like an apple pieee mar...

***i added too many apples***Niao~~ this time i'm too generous*** hahas..

12:24:00 AM let 'em go.

hm.. okay.. i've been keep thing the previous post as a draft fer ages.. since last sat. only posted it today. hahahs.. anyways, shall continue fr the previous post. I think I stopped at last wednesday ... hMMmmmm.. what did we ppl do actually. Time really flies, and my memory's failing. -______- aw... okay. lets skip wed, go on ta thurs.

Thurs: Supposedly, we shud be having MJ on friday. Well.. some1 couldn't make it on friday, brought it forward instead . Didn't really win much, i'm not really into the money part actually... its the process that i mind coz everything didn't end well as I expected it to be... some1 got pissed off. FOR no reason, wtf. anyways, just throw all these unhappy stuff behind me. Look forward to sch tmr. erm... not really for sch. but well.. a brand new day ahead..

Friday : The three of us went all the way up town ta have a few games of pool, unfortunately... sigh.. its closed, fer renovation. Tough luck . Since we're already near Orchard area, couz drove us down to Cineleisure to catch a movie. Watching "Hide and Seek" at sucha time isn't really nice. hahas.. 1:40 - 3.30am. I thought it will be freaking scary , just like Ju-on (those shows that will cause side effects after watching , yea.. those.) ...Surprise surprise, turned out to be just the sound effects that made it all seem scary .

12:15:00 AM let 'em go.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

yea.. well..yesterday, surprisingly, it rained. AHHHH.... i'm eating at maxwell market with my couz, then i saw RAIN. yea... how nice. but it lasted for like.. fifteen mins or smth. didn't really took note of the duration.. but well.. its just a lil drizzle.

-School this week-

Monday : Valentine's .. great. -___-
got a huge shoebox of sweets from Nic. its really nice, except for the wrapping. but its the thought that counts anyway. =]
That nite, had MJ with two of my couz and my couz's couz. lols...
Won quite a pile yea. We had loads of fun, couldn't stop laughing for the first few rounds. Don't know why.. mahjong can be so crazy at times. hahahas...

Tuesday:
MJ lasted till erm... four plus in the morning.
Already prepared my school u and stuff and i'll be going up to school immediately fr my dad's office.
Got up late , and felt unwell.
went to see da doc... got an MC for da dayy.. well.. i missed another lesson of afternoon PE.
Matter of fact, i didn't attend one at all since school starts. Running round the tellytubbie land and Christ Church is like.. damn crazzy... . 3.2km. On top of that.. the weather's a killer.

10:53:00 AM let 'em go.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

i'm sick.

DARN WEATHER.

Where's the RAIN RAIN RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????

11:52:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Don't know why people are treating one another like that these days, I've seen alot , definitely too much and hurtful. To me, they're labelled "angels from hell" . I

m always asking myself whether any bit of the care and concern was true at all. People have their own perspective and opinion of others, and they'll just treat them this way. They seem to be concern bout that person only. I aint envy or jealous, just felt really dissapointted .

Giving more thought bout it now, I really think that first impression really counts. Well, whatever.. nothing much can be done now too. I'll just count myself unlucky to meet such people in life.

I'm tired being called names. eg: "the greedy one" and many many more... I'm not complaining, probably teasing me was one option of ur "my self-entertainment list". I don't mind, if U feel that its okay, Den, be it. I know its funny, but, its just different from what u think.

Wonder how it feels to be right above , flying. Bring me away.

love this song.

"Truth Is .. " by Fantasia.

9:55:00 PM let 'em go.

CNY: YEAR OF ROOSTER.

Hm... i packed, threw awy unncessary stuff on new year's eve. Start of work : 11.20pm That means, 40 mins fr new year. Spring cleaning half an hr before new year... man! but, i'm really satisfied and contented. Finally, the unsightly piles and piles of worksheets are all GONE GONE GONE! I feel much better now, relieved and not so stressed up seeing piles of stuff that I have to clear before going to bed. And constantly thinking "I'll do it tmr" and especially when my tmr never comes.

CHU YI : Nth much happen. The usuals.

Something unusual, i ate "excessively" this year.

And i've got the black hole back at the right time. YEA.

Friday ish gambling day.

Saturday ish peeps reunion.

Looking forward to it~

I'm dissapointed with everything around , probably the problem lies with me, should have made an effort. I should have heed the crazy advice from my friend, went fer it and things could have turned out better, I guess.

Its hard, hearing things like that. I tot its the other way round, well, FINE. i think it all ends here. Should have just sticked with my own plans, and dammit how things turned out now. waste of effort and time.

2:40:00 AM let 'em go.

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Its a long day today.

I think my dearie woke up at ard 7, reached my place really early.

We placed the orders for the packaging. --- > so happy that its settled finally.

Packed all the stuff and went to Kimmy's place.

And the battle starts from there.

The first few batches of PEANUT BUTTER CRINKES were successful. except fer the first, coz we forgot to turn the it.

Had a really short lunch, watched a funny show with Kimmy while dearie is cleaning up ( so sorry, i forgotten that u're behind *guilt* )

Followed on by ITALIAN LEMON BISCUITS. The pastries weren't successful at all, its too dry and mositure is lost due to the torrid weather. We did a quicked braistorming and made heart-shaped biscuits, there're hippos and stars too. All looked really sweet and nice~ heez.. and it is. TO ME , very much it is. Heavenly~ hahas..

After clearning up Kim's kitchen, both of us went back home straight , hafta prepare for the primary school gathering @ Orchard Swensens.

Though the response wasn't that good, but, I won't give up . I'm gonna call each and one of them a week later (which is when i'm rather free) to ask fer orders. Don't care and that's that. My usual tactics, or secret weapon? hm... We shall see.

After the gathering, i went back to Chinatown again.. helping out again. reached home at about 1++am. I miss my bed. I felt like i'm not spending enough time at home.. It's like , just a place fer me to have shelter, slp and endless consumption of food. =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

I will just sleep off my frustrations, problems, dissapointment and all unhappiness of the day. Tomorrow will be a brand new day , and i'm looking forward to it. Spending each day to its fullest, though its tiring and fast-paced kinda life. But, at least, its fulfilling. And i'm contented.

There may be times when we suffer setbacks in life, vexation or annoyance, but we will just have to be more tolerant, pull ourselves together, get up on our feet and keep going. GOGOGO~!!!!

There will always be problems in life, its just when and how u will meet them. If its not this, there will be that. And that will leads to those , those will lead to those those. It's just plain dominos. =] once one's down, others will too. So, lay each piece carefully, and one will definitely succeed in life.

3:04:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

oh yea... i had quite a fulfilling day. heez.. i did the mural painting in sch, the outlines only. But its work also.
Went home immediately to meet dearie later on... we're meeting like, almost every other day. hahas.. feels good ta see my close ones often. Or else i can't stop thinking that i'm so "friend-less" **winks** hahas..
Gotta get back in contact with sec sch friends, even pri sch ones.
Contacts are important to us now~ heez..

Anyone wan anything special on valentine's day? msg me yar~ or janel~~

TO dearie : i think we better open an email acct. or smth soon.. operation_gingerbreadman@hotmail.com? how bout that. hahahs.. so that we could save the receipes there. when i'm free or smth, i will just upload it there and u'll view stuff that i've got. =]
We're lazy ppl who doesn't even like to sms . hahahs.. isn't it?

10:49:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

i'm back to blog again. same old page. And now, my mind's blank. ***recalls***

I baked biscuits with dearie today. It's a nice experience, and programmes from Kid's Central simply "rawks" .

Had dinner @ Fish and Co with Ted and dearie.

-end of day-

Thoughts:

suffering from the consequences of my mischief acts.

Just don't play with me,

my paper heart will bleed.

I'm trying to make it thru each day.

I 'm s l ip p i n g a w y.

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11:50:00 PM let 'em go.