to fly.

Sunday, January 30, 2005

yIIpEEee!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(me and my usual yippies. copyrighted. lolx)

damn. i had a hell lot of fun today~ ahhas.. went to Sentosa's Siloso Beach with my usual OG peeps. Although two OGs shud have make up at least .. er.. 30 ppl . but only0 the usual ten turned up. Yes, its a small group.. but we all had fun..

Many ppl could restrict the type of games that all of us can play. Beach volleyball needs 10 ppl~~. Just nice. heez.. Oh yea. I had a nice tan.. feeling so red and hot now... i really really like my tan. Nel~! we shall go nx time!! really soon!! hahas...

Got to know more bout my OG friends today. Cause' its a really small group and its easier to share information with one another.

We came by cable car.. nice breeze, splendid scenery too. People dining in the cable cars also.. hMMmmm.. wonder if the food is nice.. **ponders** Only 7.50 fer to and fro trip. not really expensive. UP: 11.90( to and fro) 10.90 (to only) --> aint the pricing weird?

Dinner at Marina. Steamboat!! we spent like.. onli 10 bucks for a whole lot of food. Ate so much prawns.. thanks to minglee and dorene. It's soo delicious.. I'll rate it a five star. Not forgetting Xinyi's bbq skills too. Not all of us went back together.. some left early. And i stayed till the end, with three other friends. Chat bout lots of lameee stuff, aww... miss those times. We could all talk about everything under the bright moonlight. =] its a nice experience. and i'm so looking forward to tomorrow~~~ Gonna eat sushi!! yiiipEee!~

1:31:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, January 28, 2005

yea.. dearie nel coming over today~~ can't wait ta see u eh!! and the delicious apple pies~~ heez...

Oh yea.. gonna catch a glimpse of Kimmy's pupps.. wonder if they're as cute as "Fat Cutie" . friday is a good day.

But. Thursday isn't . I'm like so freaking sick now... had been sneezing the whole time in school. Bet that the construction site is the cause of it. Feeling so... BLOCKED. my nose is blocked, EAR is blocked... my taste buds are numb. arrGhh! AGONY! its just pure irritating. one moment i could breathe properly, the other hand, ears blocked again. Swallowed my saliva, ear unblocked, kant breathe properly. OH WELL.

CNY IS JUST ROUND DA CORNER~~~~~~ STEAMBOAT YEA?????????

1:24:00 AM let 'em go.

Saturday, January 22, 2005

ZARA is EMPTY today.

oh well.. its not like, literally empty. but , i could say that its the first time i've seen such a sight in Zara so far. Most display shelves are empty, skirts that me and my dearr nel saw the other time were gone. Actually, no short skirts are left, onli a few pieces. Pathetic isn't it. "Further Reductions. Starts today" Oh well.. first day and its alrready like that. Wonder where i'm gonna get my new year clothes . hm.............. difficult. Hope its just a unlucky day fer e both of us today.

Hm... dear n me wenta NP today. Both of us were like, kinda not ourselves today. Still suffering from fatigue the day before.. lols. Dear nel had serious sunburns, aw... i hope i could help u mans.. but.. i even hit u at the back once! I'm still so sorry!!..
Had a longggg day... I actually spent quite alot today... bought a really nice pendent. omg. i really loved it. hahahs.. hey~ nel, the more i look at it, it gets prettier each time. heez... =]

i'm so looking forward to nx friday~~~~~ =]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]

10:55:00 PM let 'em go.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Chinatown - the fireworks.. aww.. everyone stopped right at their very footsteps, looked up to the dark evening sky, admiring beautiful fireworks dancing up the way to the skies. The best part was that, after the fireworks had been lighted up. We could see 'dust shimmers' showering down... aw.. its like.. kant describe. It's just aWeesome. =]

I guess the title of this entry already tells u what i've met earlier today. ahhas.. i've just realised one of the streets in chinatown, there are several "rainbow flags" being hung eh... din know such places exists in Chinatown. hahhas.. i've been looking at the flag for awhile then I only realise what's the meaning to that. *recalls my last trip ta LA, what a familiar sight.*

Oh yea... find it quite a coincedence that, both of them send the same thing to me. hm.... why. probably the artist is famous. NO WONDER. ahhash.. okay. i don't think i'm making any sense now. **end of senseless talk**

3:26:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

No sabiendo qué hacer, apenas le dejaré solo.

THIS IS IT. yea. =]

11:31:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

hm... draggy , drowsy day.

heard the first gossip of the day, which is well, hm.. me and some1.

okay, felt really weird sitting beside some1 now. hahas.. well. It's a gossip anyway.

School ended well... grp of girls walking home. Topic of conversaion: Either u spell it as shaun, shawn or sean.

Don't know why, i just felt smth familiar when i see him, probably its the name. and some of the features. girls are going GAGA over him already... hahas.. and fortunately, I'm out of it. **whew**

Initially I wanted to sneak out of sch during the 2hr 30mins break before the physics lecture, but well.. by the name i called daddy, he's already having his lunch. Kant sneak out. Actually, sitting together with all of ur friends doing hw together, asking qns when in doubt, time sort of pass faster this way. It's definitely betther than sitting around, ROC, or havin random chats.

During the break, I realised that the people in Innova isn't that of the "whatever.." type, or slackers. Innovians are rather, hardworking these days. In small lil grps, i could see most of the students studying, doing tutorial worksheets... some mightbe playin UNO, but its a healthy game, so... no harm done. haha..

I'm kinda dreading nx week. Coz tutorials will be held by then, we'll all be so packed that JABBAH-ians won't be able to meet each other during their breaktime anymore~~ sighh..

I think i just hafta wait and see, friendship don't just blossom overnight eh. =]

tmr will be a better day. Ciaos~

11:43:00 PM let 'em go.

Monday, January 10, 2005

okay. lots of lectures. Had three today, firstly, physics, maths and lastly econs. Well..... lectures are pretty boring. how nice for take 1.

Feeling kinda sad and miserable in school, AT times.

Especially during breaktimes. I miss my old schmates. aww... I LOVE U GUYS! MUACKs~!

**wonders if i have white hair**

i'm thinking so much each day, brain cells are working fer the wrong reasons already. Should be used for studying and not these kind of empty thoughts, thinking and coming to my own conclusions won't help.

These few days, i've been tuning in to perfect 10 almost everyday. Long way back home eh.. hafta use some entertainment. Or else i'll be bored stiff on the bus.

Currently so into Green Day's - Boulevard of Broken Dreams.

This song rawks yea~!!! I've been replaying for like the tenth time now. hahas.. don't think i'll ever get tired of it. Probably yes, but not now. Mayb on replay no. 101 .

11:38:00 PM let 'em go.

its 12.45am now.
School tmr. Waking up at.. 7am. oh well.. i don't care anymore bout that.
Don't know why. But i've chosen to forget, shouldn't really use the word 'forget', 'drop-and-go' will be a better one. forgetting is a pain for one to endure.. Moreover, i always end up lingering at the same point where i've chosen to forget. So well ... i think i've had all that i could bear already. **********************************************************************

Probably i should reformat my whole com someday, get rid of the irritating unwanted junkies. Hate the pop-ups ... Shall do it, someday.

Currently = hates sch.

1:34:00 AM let 'em go.

Sunday, January 09, 2005

hm... just came back from the so wad called, "seletar den". heard from my couz and her friends that its sort of a place fer cars to "hang out" ahhas.. kinda weird. but well yea. Couz told me that at times there might be cool cars there, but well... quite a wasted trip just now. reached the place at ard 12am... onli gotta see subaru, honda.. etc. That's a rather nice place for peeps ta chill out, probably with a can of green tea in hand, facing the er... "sea" ( i think its the reservoir ) hahas.. talking, crapping along. It's nice yea. Kinda peaceful at first, but it starts to get rather noisy and irritating to hear the "unoriginal" cars , hm, modified cars' freaking engine to be more specific... Lots of bikers.. There are children playing around too, surprisingly. It's like almost 1am in the morning le.. weird combi.

alrights. Bout the orientation week.
I got into the combi that i wanted. actually i was hoping like, i didn't get in. So i got sort of like an excuse to quit sch. but well... i shall see wad kind of classmates i'm getting first. As for the campfire night, it was quite a success. Before Jabbah and Jupiter's item, we could see there were dark clouds and felt really chilly winds. Then, we started singing, "Rain rain go away, come again another day~" ahhas.. crazy JJ's . I still think that our "Ms and Mr innova" Is the bez~~ wOohoo~~!! (though we din win the title) the bikini that the guy's wearing and tat short mini skirt, the fabulous make up artists we've got.. ahhhh.. sucha nice experience dressing up a guy for Ms innova. hahhas... Mr innova definitely goes to the BUTCH-es in innova. yucks.. those are from cedar. gai si de. sighs. nvm.. new era, new ppl, new type of relationships btwn our own species. *wonders* what if there could b a day when two ppl of the same sex could bear a child or smth. HMM. okay. i'm thinking farrrr too much. hm.. its getting late already. shall update nx time. ciaos~

2:48:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

hm... see, one whole entry dedicated to u.
hahhas.. No 1 will be stealing me awy fr u. Coz i'm so stuck wif u. Like, for the rest of my life~
I can really see that .. two old ladees walking down the streets, still talking and chatting bout the past, present and thinking bout the future. Our forte - thinking. hahas... Deep, far, long and unexpected thoughts.

Hm.. i've got tis lil thought while i'm walking back home. I'm actually listening to the radio, blasting music to my ear drums. Don't know why, i wenta pluck out my earpiece . And guess wad, i'm actually listening to an orchestra of crickets , frogs, etc. hm.. how wonderful Mother Nature is. =] okay, i think bout the thought, its rather complicated to explain. so i shall drop it. its getting late, gonna blog when i'm free tmr. ciaos~
MISS ALL OF U OUT THERE.

1:55:00 AM let 'em go.

Monday, January 03, 2005

yea.. i'm in orange, Jabbah - the keel represents foresight and leadership.
Wonder why i always get beautiful ladies as my form teachers. *smiles*
First Mdm chua, next Ms Goh.
I think she's got even more charisma than Mdm Chua, her smile.. aww~
Even attracted me yea. hahas..
Okay. back to the topic.
***the pop-ups are getting on my nerves**
Icebreakers game is nice... fun in fact. Really got the whole team spirit together. We're so into strategies and planning before winning a game. hahas.. Innova isn't tat bad as i imagined it to be actually. being the pioneer batch puts us at an advantage too. Coz during orientation, we got to do many more things like having a campfire, making as much noise as we want coz there aint any seniors studying yets, etc etc.
Though the building's only half-cooked, but we got to see it come up into a nice whole picture. That's the best part i guess. It'll all be perfect if i could find a few true friends there, get the subject combi i want, know loads of ppl. yea.

I hate it when night falls , coz all the pain flow endlessly till dawn.

11:20:00 PM let 'em go.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

i'm starting school tomorrow, here goes. Rigid life, routine routine routine.

Hope that things would turn out fine and all happy.
Gonna make new friends. And most importanly, stay in contact with the old ones.

My body's malfunctioning.. hm.. gonna be sick soon. That's nice, at least, i will be sleeping and the brain stops thinking, for awhile.

6:00:00 PM let 'em go.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

A new year marks a new beginning.
Before the news, everything's fine.
It all crashed hard on me after.
Just learnt from a friend - "Xi Guan Jiu Hao"
I should get used to that lonely and emptiness at nite or morning, coz, nothing is forever.

Hate it that way, consensual. Coz, things tend to end even sooner this way, isn't it?
I'll put it in another way, its just another one night stand and it'll be over. It always ends this way, no exceptions i think?
Well, i still have so many great friends ard. And school's starting , meaning, more friends~
Moving on , moving on, like what you want me to be.

i neeed the box, the diary and u .
You're so naive, indecisive, heartless, and doesn't even spare me a thought or two. I hate u. but i didn't realise, i need u too.

9:37:00 AM let 'em go.