to fly.

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Its over.. wHeEe~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2:26:00 PM let 'em go.

Saturday, November 27, 2004

first thing i woke up tis morning, I heard someone calling me up for breakfast. okay, great. I'm hungry from all the shouting and waving last nite. After lunch, er, no, late breakfast. So fcuking pissed off by some stuff.... even thinking bout jay won't brighten up my day. sometimes, i juz hate holidays. some ppl juz dun take e initiative to inform and call. wad's the big deal with juz a tiny phone call. are these ppl lazy or wad. mayb some just don't even bother... huh.
Been feeling really disheartened, now tis, and still tat bloody prom. Now dad is yelling. anymore anot. i tot after o's , everyone shud b really happy, jovial and stuff... going out for shopping will be heavenly. No, its another form of hell on earth.

10:32:00 AM let 'em go.

AHHH!!!! I'M FREAKING OUT!!! HAHAHS.. juz came back fr jay's concert. Oh mans... its great! I screamed, shouted throughout..~! *losing my voice now* . Did some really funny yet stupid stuff though.. lols. the experience is fabulous, great, out-of-the-world!!! words can't describe it all ... The music, percussion, piano, hot dances fr Landy etc etc. hMm... promised tat i'm gonna catch every single concert of his if he comes again.~~~~ =]

okay.. my day ended rather well. though the start isn't really pleasant.... i spent one whole day walking around searching for tat damn DAMN DAMN dresss... i juz can't find the suitable one. This is really frustrating.. running out of time and its a waste of time.. If i still can't find it tmr, i'll juz grab the one at daniel yam's and go. If i'm gonna go on thinking abt which one is suitable, i think all my hair's gonna turn white in the end. and with the lil' things in my life going on now. every single thing adds to my tiny brain here, guess that i can't accomplish or handle so much things at a time, i'm tireddd.. tireddddddddd !!!!!!!!!!! I WAN TO SLEEP . HIBERNATE FOR A MTH. and by tat time, its JC time~! gonna have fun making friends around... another three mths of fun, laughter and joy~

1:51:00 AM let 'em go.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

I tot i would feel great after a longgg longg sleep after the 36hrs non-stop playing, walking ard shopping, eating supper in da middle of e night etc etc. MY BODY'S ACHING LIKE CRAZZY! argh.. -okie.. here goes all the whining- felt as if my neck's gonna break off and run awy fr e body. Back's super sore now, suffering difficulties walking straight now. legs feel really rigid and heavy, OOooO! muscles. yeah, ritteeee. Jy's body consists only of -> bones - fats -skin. =]
Went to escape along wif few friends (eight of us), had quite alot of fun. wHEeeee!! Go-kart is great.. though i hate the queuing up coz i felt as if i'm standing behind a bus breathing in pleasant carbon monoxide. Made me really giddy and stuff... Well.. hafta suffer first then, enjoyment. After escape, went to a keebao's(oh man.. whenever i think of tis new nick, i can't help but laugh. Forgive me?) hse.. saw a few 'nice' dogs on e way home.. hahas.. we went to agitate tat dog till lights went on inside the hse. all of us ran as fast as we could .. hm.. i kinda wonder if tat owner ish as fierce as its dog anot, or even worse. At 4am in da morning.. we went for prata. lols... fattening, but.. k lar. got sky help me 'cut' prata, quite worth it also. hahhas.. =] Went back home after tat to watch dvd, aHH.. white chicks ish great. B. F. B.F. B.F. the show was hilarious and damn interesting..
8am: On the way back home.. i'm walking practically wif my eyes close. THANK GOD. the car honk me or else... aHh.. i won't be here typing ler. I fell down while walking up the slope, lols.. fell backwards and landed on my fat butt then hit e head. OUCH. someone saw tat.. tot i'm drunk or smth. hahahas.. hit the bed as soon as i get home... brother sleeping in my room. juz squeeze beside him, fat pig! snore so loud! had a short nap until 9.45. really short eh.. 1hr 45min's sleep only. Then went to school to collect tat darn slip. such A WASTE OF TIME. i tot ish some long long talk, mayb can catch a wink or smth. hahas.. went for a movie wif cheryl, siqi n jo. Saw!! I tot it'll be a really gory and disgusting... turns out to be a really nice show afterall. Lots of twists and turns, the one u're seeking for, in the end, is juz right before u. I giv it FIVE STARs! everyone should go and catch it. Even the scardy cat here says its nice.
Went to shop for prom dress after tat. I tried on a few gowns.. hm.. a white one and a pink one(they chose tat). I'm avoiding pink, but , jo n cheryl all thinks tat e pink one is nicer. hMMmmmm...... okay. anyway, i won't be buying daniel yam's gown. Its gonna leech all the blood out of me.. and there's not much time left. TIS SUX.

9:48:00 AM let 'em go.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

ITS THE END. of the 'hair-pulling', crazy, worrisome and tedious chapter of my life.
End of chapter, which then marks the beginning of love, fun, and laughter. =]
wEeeEee... i'm really really glad tat everything's over now. hm.. kinda been feeling like this ever since friday already. lols.
During the four hours break before my last paper, I went to a salon wif niao, soke bao n yy. Nel n yy got a hair dye, whereas bao bao only got a haircut. hm... and me. sTUDY inside the salon~ *dia0* nahs.. most of the time i've been stoning , staring at the wordy-piece of paper in front of me, or either giving comments to the haircolour that they're picking, can't wait to see nel's hair~! violet~ What else.. hm... looking around the shop, watching tv shows(rather unpleasant coz it features some really weird thai 'heavy-weight' ladies performing hot and sassy dances.. ok, enuff. lols. )
Initally, i really planned to do some last min. revision before the paper starts. din worked out as
well as i planned. the paper its freaking difficult. I don't even have the slightest idea to "anyhow-wham" questions. God bless my soul . Hope everything turns out fine in the end. If its not alright, its not the end. (quote taken from a really nice fren =] )
After the paper,I went straight back home to wash up and change. Had a haircut today.. hm... fairly satisfied though.

Can't wait for tmr~ wHEEeeEeeee~~!!!~~~ escaPPppe.

1:11:00 AM let 'em go.

Sunday, November 21, 2004

natasha thomas~~~~~ save your kisses for me, coz i dun wanna be ....

5:12:00 PM let 'em go.

first and foremost, hafta thank my boo.. lols.. jojo~ for making this song , come true. =]
hm... the day before and today, totally wasted, hm.... it had been a long time since i last 'stoned'... okay.. gonna put my head, heart, lazy cells and lethargic soul into studying tmr... last chance man..
Went shopping the other day with janel for birthday presents.. came across a very nice quote. but I just can't seem to recall wad is it. Some butterfly and caterpillar.. lols. shall check it out sometime later~. ciaos~~

3:40:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, November 19, 2004

whhEeeeEee!!~~~ ALAs.. i got back my internet connection~ and the scv... two more papers to go . =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] yesterday after Amaths paper... went for a movie . shark tale.. pretty good show, quite funny. I'm gonna catch The Incredibles next. yEeEaPpPpiEee~~~~~~~~~~

3:32:00 PM let 'em go.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

welll... it had been ages since i last blogged. Woke up reaallyy early tis morning, actually i wanted to go for a jog or smth, coz i'm feeling sleepy all da time ! However, haha... i ended up playing computer games .. quite a waste of time. Especially when the exams is on. Half the battle already won, [its over] so i'm only left with geog, dnt, AM p2, em p2, science mcq. yUpp... two more weeks and i'm gonna be fREEeEeee~~ wEee. sIgh... the end of exams also signifies the end of secondary school life. The past four years in mayflower, passes by within a flash, like the rainbow in the sky, it had its glorious days but it'll still come to an end. ok.. if this continues i might sound really crappy already. hahhas.. For my previous papers, sigh, don't wish to talk about it in detailed, coz going thru the it once is bad enough. Shall look into the future and abandon the past, hate fretting 'bout the mistakes i've done. It's really heart aching , realising how many careless mistakes i've made. Especially when i already written down the correct answer. and not knowing what got into me tat causes me to change the answer into something really unlogical. sheer stupidity. sighh.. anyway, carelessness seems to 'hang around' wif me everynow and then. so , getting rid of it will be impossible. Maybe i could use such weaknesses and turn them to my advantage, with a touch of luck, i might get the correct answer . blur blur den in the end still get the correct answer. wow. okay. stop dreaming jy.

8:19:00 AM let 'em go.