to fly.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

I'm at nowhere. Neither here nor there.

5:28:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Things seem to change. Problems arise, and i ain't done wif e previous ones. the usual avalanche of problems, anxiety, worries etc that I will get every single day. . Most of it from home... the place where I seriously seek for some peace and support at the end of the day. And yet... sigh.
Life's just like tat. Saddening eh...
Anyway, I shall just try my best to remain as optimistic as ever. =]

8:49:00 PM let 'em go.

Monday, August 23, 2004

WEEEEEeeeeEEEeeeee~~~~ CLass Party!!! Great success~~ lalala.. I think everyone enjoyed themselves. Especially the crazy bunch who played the "guess the no. game" The forfeit was horrible, but well, nice larrr.. sort of a way to get rid of leftovers. crazy + nuts = crazy nuts People fr other classes(mostly fr 4D) came over to our clz, don't know if its for e food or game. LOls.. hMm.. niCe party. Lots of laughter. shud haf more of such parties. yEAh~~

Huai Shi: hMmm... hahha.. ok.. You do have a point... haha.i have nothing more to say.

8:21:00 PM let 'em go.

Saturday, August 21, 2004

hm.. Today's flag day can be considered the most accomplishing one. yUuppp.. and its nice doing smth helpful and good. "atone for my sins" like one of my frens had said. Yupp.. true true... initially, this flag day thingy din really start out well , but Yuhong went on n on n on, which sort of motivates me to do more. For the sake of e cancer paitents, which I may not know, someday I might be the one who might be in need of their help. So, hafta think positively although its tedious to be asking ppl to donate, feigning a smile on ur face, and asking politely even though they ignored u or gave lame excuses for not donating. I dun really blame them, just realised how bad I was last time when someone asked for a donation from me. Yupp..guilty.
I met some really interesting ppl today. Quite a coincedence, met an aunty at.. where ar... shaw there ar..
Jean n Daniel Ong also. Jean's much more prettier in person, Daniel's REALLY CUTE. nice couple. =]
I finally bought smth which I dread for mths. Ben's gloomy bear.
Ben: Actually, I wanted to ask u if u fancied a black one. Anyway, U din manage to pick up my call, destined to haf e blue one. =\ I'll pass it to u asap. Call u to confirm again. k?

11:20:00 PM let 'em go.

Friday, August 20, 2004

YEAH!!! PARTY!!

I sometimes wonder why the school will be so kind to students nowadays. For these four 'short' yet tedious years in mayflower seconday, never we had a organised party which the idea somehow or rather, came fr the school? And for tis yr, racial harmony party. And on nx mon, i dunno wad's the occasion, probably its an early teachers' day celebration? wadever ar... place where there's food. well... u know who'll b there~ *winks*
I'm really glad that this party is more organised and duties were assigned to different grps of people in our clz. Unlike the last party which was quite a dissapointment. Nontheless, i think the upcoming party will be, AND MUZ be a really great party~~~ woohOo!
Ok, shall leave this enthusiasum for monday. I'm couldn't help but think bout' the upcoming prelims , prac, etc. **must focus** Quite relieved to see that my artefact is at least, GETTING somewhere already. Folio too.
Okie.. shall update nx time. Probably on mon, the party. =]

11:03:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

I just had my english orals today. Its fine. Didn't stammer. thx god. ~ Its about 'Marriage'. All thx tp Mr fong, for talking bout it OVER AND OVER again during CME. Arrg... well, din really use his pts. but at least i had an idea bout it. =] I'm so damn bloody RELIEVED and glad that its all over~~~~~~~ yeahh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

11:48:00 PM let 'em go.

Sunday, August 15, 2004

uMm... i'm drinking coffee w/0 sugar. I finally realised and tasted how yucky it is. YUCK. I really wonder how my dad managed to drink tis tiss.. every m orning.

Ok. Today. Super duper extremely shag + nauseous(towards the end of e day)

Morning till ard.. 4.30 in the afternoon - All along in the workshop.
5.30-7.30 - bloody class.
Took bus 72 home. DARN. Literally felt like puking right inside the bus. argh. Its a long ride.. almost an hr. Sigh..*

And now... its almost two already. With nice and delicious cookies and really awful coffee. Wad a perfect duo combi.~~

1:49:00 AM let 'em go.

Thursday, August 12, 2004

ok. I updated a new skin yest. nite and i took it down today. Damn lazy to change all e stuff.... though i really like the new skin, really cooool.. sigh. Well, todayyyyyy... hm..... sigh. dun say liao.

* There's a place off Ocean Avenue Where I used to sit and talk with you *

11:20:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

ok.. well well... I realised smth. My entries are all getting shorter n shorttter... . coz there's nth much worth mentioning for the past few days. .

I made up my mind, I hafta find somewhere that I could study - peacefully. Having too many distractions at home(com, tv, bed, i have practically everything labelled "entertaining"), I am left with no choice but to turn to other alternatives(though it may sound pretty crazy but I think it is worth a try?)
Ok. First destination : Dad's office. No fun computer games. Everyone onto serious mode. ok, not really everyone. My dad wasn't. He is my only distraction there. The occasional knock on the door, luring me to have lunch, tea break, wadever that is related to - food. - with him.
Anyway, I'm trying really hard to think positive, self-motivating n stuff. Sort of works, at least I ain't moody nowadays.

OH YAR!!! THE BIG EVENT! hEez... *yellow mug* i luv my yellow mug. aWwww.... haha... I ain't paranoid now, coz i'm in serious need of a psychiatrist. lallala...

11:07:00 PM let 'em go.

Saturday, August 07, 2004

yea.. got another anime skin.. i prefer white bgrounds, serenity~~ ahHh...

+____ Hilary Duff & Haylie Duff - Our lips are sealed.

11:43:00 PM let 'em go.

god dammit. I hate my life now. hate, loathe, extremely disgusted and frustrated bout it.. wad the ' hell am I DOING?!!?

12:55:00 AM let 'em go.

Thursday, August 05, 2004

AHHh!! I LOST MY PENGUIN GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*sulking at one corner, thinking bout my beloved penguin* sighhhh..........................

10:49:00 PM let 'em go.

hm... i felt as if, I'm sort of "morphing" back to my old self - the much more cheerful side of me. Don't know why, perhaps stress almost killed me a few mths ago, felt as if all e happiness and joy was drained awy fr me, wholly.
However, things began to changefor e better these days.
weird isn't it? Prelims and o's nearing, and I'm back to e crazy mode. Well, this could be gd news to me. um.. Isn't it better having a vivacious attitude towards studying than just plain studying? It's how we shape our own attitude and character that really matters. I saw tis ad. sometime ago on a SBS Bus. " If you have the drive, we have the seat" -> If i'm not wrong. (Recruiting for bus captains) Kinda cute, yet hMmm.... close to meaningful but, er, it falls under e 'interesting' catagory. I wonder why people could come out wif fantastic, bombastic, amazingly good ideas. Sigh... guess i'm still an infant inside. Ignorant.

12:13:00 AM let 'em go.

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Hope tis works.
*jy concentrates really hard*
*I AM NOT PARANOID*I AM NOT PARANOID*I AM NOT PARANOID*I AM NOT PARAOID*I AM NOT PARANOID*

hm.. suffered lots of cuts n bruises today. I'm always so clumsy. These 'Butter-fingers'.
today damn shagg... morning - workshop till one + after tat went for lunch, fetch bro, reached home bout three. Do tat darn compre, go tat darn tuition. boRRiInnngg~~

*i am not paranoid*dun think so much**laugh at it, forget bout it**i am not paranoid*dun think so much**laugh at it, forget bout it**i am not paranoid*dun think so much**laugh at it, forget bout it**i am not paranoid*dun think so much**laugh at it, forget bout it**i am not paranoid*dun think so much**laugh at it, forget bout it**i am not paranoid*dun think so much**laugh at it, forget bout it*

12:06:00 AM let 'em go.